So, I decided I wanna ctb

[Whatsthepoint?]

I can't believe I'm here, in a way I'm sorry I'm here. 28 years old, shit job, no romantic prospects, living at home once again. I keep trying and trying to build and make something of myself, but it seems like that opportunity has passed. I decided I wanna ctb. Not sure I will be able to anytime soon, hell I don't even know exactly how I would do it yet. But I have no intention of living until my 30th birthday. So yea, life is shit and here I am. At least I can look forward to meeting people just as messed up as me

 

[Darkhaven]

I'm sorry you ended up here. It's not something desirable for any human being.
But welcome.
We try to keep this place as peaceful and supportive of each members choices in life as possible.
I hope you find something to make your life better.

 

[Squiddy]

Welcome to SS

 

[Stan]

Maybe it's too early to catch the bus? Could you elaborate why you think your life is in the shit?

Did you have an account previously and this a new one? interesting first two posts for someone brand new to the site....................................

 

[Whatsthepoint?]

Did you have an account previously and this a new one? interesting first two posts for someone brand new to the site....................................

Never, believe it or not

 

[Stan]

Never, believe it or not

So what brings you to this board? Your first post is "what's the worst thing you ever done?" without sharing yours

 

[Qverty7455]

Never, believe it or not

I think he meant KainPain.
Anyway sorry that you need to be here :/ hope you find success and peace in whatever it is
"Welcome"

 

[Whatsthepoint?]

Maybe it's too early to catch the bus? Could you elaborate why you think your life is in the shit?

28, shit job, living with my mom again and she hates me for it. I've tried to acquire skills went back to school. Now I still cant afford to live on my own and i have over 15k in debt to show for it. I have no romantic prospects, I must be pretty ugly because I get dirty looks even when I'm at the store. So yea, I dont see the point if no matter how hard I try, life keeps getting worse not better, has for years

 

[KainPain]

So what brings you to this board? Your first post is "what's the worst thing you ever done?" without sharing yours

Wrong person. That's me. And yes, i am knew, trying to catch the vibe on this site

28, shit job, living with my mom again and she hates me for it. I've tried to acquire skills went back to school. Now I still cant afford to live on my own and i have over 15k in debt to show for it. I have no romantic prospects, I must be pretty ugly because I get dirty looks even when I'm at the store. So yea, I dont see the point if no matter how hard I try, life keeps getting worse not better, has for years

Does your mom know about your thoughts?

 

[Hotsackage]

U dont wanna know how fucked up I am. I font plan to ctb until my parents croak
But that could be 20 years. So essentially I'm screwed
gl to u

 

[Whatsthepoint?]

Wrong person. That's me. And yes, i am knew, trying to catch the vibe on this site

Does your mom know about your thoughts?

If she did, I wouldn't have a place to live anymore

 

[Stan]

Never, believe it or not

Yeah, I meant KainPain, not you, sorry if you were confused by that

 

[Whatsthepoint?]

I'm a little suspicious of this guy now

 

[KainPain]

If she did, I wouldn't have a place to live anymore

That seems quite fucked up. Maybe try to open yourself about it before you decide to kick the bucket? Only then, you can be certain if all hope is lost or not. Give it a try

 

[Stan]

That seems quite fucked up. Maybe try to open yourself about it before you decide to kick the bucket? Only then, you can be certain if all hope is lost or not. Give it a try

Yeah.................not sure what you are doing here now

 

[Boonks]

Welcome to SS. I'm sorry you're here. I'm sorry I'm here. But I'm glad we have each other. I can relate a lot to your story. Feel free to pm me or pop in chat if you need a shoulder.

Boonx

 

[Stan]

I can't believe I'm here, in a way I'm sorry I'm here. 28 years old, shit job, no romantic prospects, living at home once again. I keep trying and trying to build and make something of myself, but it seems like that opportunity has passed. I decided I wanna ctb. Not sure I will be able to anytime soon, hell I don't even know exactly how I would do it yet. But I have no intention of living until my 30th birthday. So yea, life is shit and here I am. At least I can look forward to meeting people just as messed up as me

belated welcome to you. Hope you will be able to find some solace here, many people do. It's actually quite comforting to be able to talk about things and not be judged which is what you find here.

Sometimes we get the odd 'saint' come through the doors who try to save everyone with a cup of tea and a tissue, ignore those ones.

 

[LMFAO FOCKERS]

That seems quite fucked up. Maybe try to open yourself about it before you decide to kick the bucket? Only then, you can be certain if all hope is lost or not. Give it a try

Sounds like a pro-lifer with no perspective just assuming everything is rainbows and unicorns... @Stan is correct in his identification

 

[KainPain]

Sounds like a pro-lifer with no perspective just assuming everything is rainbows and unicorns... @Stan is correct in his identification

I am in no way a pro-lifer. I just want to know if OP's mother even hates him. I would like to know the backstory behind their relationship. Is that prohibited to ask for on this forums? If so, i do apologize if i offended anyone

 

[Stan]

I am in no way a pro-lifer. I just want to know if OP's mother even hates him. I would like to know the backstory behind their relationship. Is that prohibited to ask for on this forums? If so, i do apologize if i offended anyone

So lets look for a moment why I am suspicious so you can understand. Your very first post is to start a thread asking people what's the worst thing they done. For me I cannot see why anyone would want that as their first post, especially without offering something up first. Looks like pain voyeurism to me. Then you say you want to pick up 'the vibe' of the board. That one speaks for itself. Then your next one is a 'don't do it' statement on a pro-choice board.

 

[KainPain]

So lets look for a moment why I am suspicious so you can understand. Your very first post is to start a thread asking people what's the worst thing they done. For me I cannot see why anyone would want that as their first post, especially without offering something up first. Looks like pain voyeurism to me. Then you say you want to pick up 'the vibe' of the board. That one speaks for itself. Then your next one is a 'don't do it' statement on a pro-choice board.

But you're suspicious of what exactly?

 

[Stan]

But you're suspicious of what exactly?

I will be watching how your story unfolds here with genuine interest

 

[KainPain]

I will be watching how your story unfolds here with genuine interest

Or, i could just continue with my "Pain voyeruism", cuz i'm that sick and twisted to get turned on by people's suffering?

 

[LMFAO FOCKERS]

@KainPain When you figure out "the vibe" of a website with a bunch of suicidal mentally and / or physically ill people on it please let us know. I'm sure the politicians, saints and doctors could utilize your assessment. Heck maybe your assessments will help the doctors figure out what they haven't been able to for decades (i.e. how to help people like us.)

 

[Stan]

I don't want to help you. I couldn't care less if you decide to kill yourself or not, really. This is the first time i get to interract with suicidal people, and their behaviour and expressions are interesting to me, so i try to understand the way they feel, and i'm not even trying to rescue them from suicide. Does that break any rule on this forums?

Are you going to hit the 'report button' or do I LMAO?

 

[LMFAO FOCKERS]

I don't want to help you. I couldn't care less if you decide to kill yourself or not, really. This is the first time i get to interract with suicidal people, and their behaviour and expressions are interesting to me, so i try to understand the way they feel, and i'm not even trying to rescue them from suicide. Does that break any rule on this forums?

We are not laboratory experiments or test subjects to be observed!!!

 

[KainPain]

Are you going to hit the 'report button' or do I LMAO?

Report me if you want, i don't give a shit. Tell me why you're harrassing me all of a sudden

 

[LMFAO FOCKERS]

Are you going to hit the 'report button' or do I LMAO?

How bout we do it in unison. @Alchemist we could use your assistance here please.

 

[Blackjack]

I don't want to help you. I couldn't care less if you decide to kill yourself or not, really. This is the first time i get to interract with suicidal people, and their behaviour and expressions are interesting to me, so i try to understand the way they feel, and i'm not even trying to rescue them from suicide. Does that break any rule on this forums?

@KainPain are you here because you're suicidal?

 

[KainPain]

How bout we do it in unison. @Alchemist we could use your assistance here please.

I have broken no rule, so reporting me won't help

@KainPain are you here because you're suicidal?

I don't feel like expressing myself now. I am new, and i have never tried to speak to people that are suicidal.