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toplaygames202212

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Aug 17, 2024
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As the title says, how did you find out this SS website 😄
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
751
The New-York Times
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
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Reddit.
 
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QteStimBnnuy

QteStimBnnuy

Qtpuppet
Feb 9, 2023
143
Some random yt saying the site promotes suicide or smth, it big bad ect. I was just like "hell yeah". A site that allows these sort of talks, info sharing, such and such - probably what I thought
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Websearch, when I was totally desperate and depressed. I don't remember exactly what I searched for exactly.
 
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Theresnoescape

Theresnoescape

Student
May 29, 2024
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By searching, I just want to die. Came across this site, and even though I don't contribute much, have been here everyday since. It has helped more than I ever thought possible.
 
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Plentiful_Despair

Plentiful_Despair

Experienced
Aug 23, 2024
264
Reddit. Someone mentioned I should go here because reddit doesnt allow freespeech, and its true. Any of us would be banned on reddit for talking about suicide so much.
 
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2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,312
The BBC
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
I thought as to how a pro lifer would find a suicide forum so I searched "pro suicide documentary" and I immediately found SS. Of course this site isn't pro suicide but rather pro choice. However, I knew that people would treat a site like this as pro suicide and it turns out I was right
 
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octopusinu

Member
Sep 30, 2023
28
Some random youtuber that made a video on boohoo this site promotes suicide, gotta thank the dude for prompting me to search for this website and finally found a relatively peaceful method(was gonna get hit by a train before i realized how many options are available)
 
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Ol Messier 87

Ol Messier 87

Student
Sep 1, 2024
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I was actively searching for information about different methods, then I came across it in the "references" section of some wiki page (possibly PPH).
 
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offbalance

All I want is peace
Dec 16, 2021
229
Reddit, I was part of the now-quarantined pro-choice subreddits. Hard to believe it's been over 5 years now
 
destinationlosangel

destinationlosangel

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
300
God bless the New York Times 😂
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,383
I was looking up the full transcript of the Bojack Horseman episode "The View From Halfway Down". That episode had just recently aired and it stuck with me how peaceful the first half of the poem is. The second half being so dark just goes to show how lame jumping is as a method and so it got me thinking of ways to ensure that second half is just as peaceful and calming as the first. Luckily I found this forum because someone else here apparently posted the whole poem and that showed up in my Google searching for it.
 
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scubadam

just a guy trying to find peace
Aug 4, 2024
51
tantacrul's video. decided to check it up, stayed for longer. not for the reasons he mentioned in his work obviously
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
760
Searching for methods i came across the ny times article. It was so long I didn't catch that the name of the site was in it. But then I came across an interview with the authors of the article and there was a question mentioning that the site name was in the story so I had to read it a second time.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
852
I was curious if N was actually still obtainable in So Am as PHH claims, so I googled that and here I am lol.
 
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youpi

Member
Jul 4, 2024
47
Streisand effect, vice!
 
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notsadtogo

Member
Aug 23, 2024
25
BBC article
 
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sadidiot0328

sadidiot0328

I feel like I died long ago
Jun 1, 2023
94
I googled "suicide site" and voila. I found this place
 
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sickboy55

Member
Aug 23, 2024
30
An online news article which didn't name the site, but it was easy to find on Google
 
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banger12

banger12

Former nerd; current burden
Aug 1, 2024
276
Ironically enough, it was the Tantacruel video. For those not in the know, Tantacruel is this music youtube channel that made a dumb hit piece on SaSu a while ago that got some traction. I hadn't heard of the guy before but the video popped in my feed. Watching the video I could easily tell what he was peddling was total BS and upon checking the website and lurking a bit to verify, yeah, it was easy to confirm that he was full of shit. But the premise of the website piqued my interest either way (as someone who had struggled with mental health and CTB in the past at that time) so I made a mental note of it in case I would ever need to use it as a resource and I'd lurk very occasionally. I've had a really rough 9 months so I decided I did need to use the website now after all and made this account. Ofc I got the benefits of access to resources and info from joining, but I also have really loved the community here and, contra Tantacruel, found that people here are generally very kind, loving, and supportive and not at all how he tried to characterize.
 
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ADBoy777

ADBoy777

Student
May 16, 2024
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Was looking for methods and found this site
 
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wallavenue

wallavenue

one more year
Aug 22, 2024
14
BBC article, LOL
 
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InTheAbyss

Member
Jul 30, 2024
58
Met a forum member from here on another site a few years ago. After talking to them about euthanasia and ctb for 2-3 years. When my plan to get approved for euthanasia failed again and I decided to go back to working on ctb again. They invited me to join the site.
 
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nobob

Member
Aug 9, 2024
28
A news article trough web search for suicide. This was a few years ago. Then I forum the forum in yandex web search.
 
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exitingtothevoid

exitingtothevoid

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Aug 2, 2024
54
I was googling ctb methods and this site was in the results. I knew this site existed and maybe visited before, can't remember, but this time I joined immediately and dove into researching my preferred ctb method.
 
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ThisIsMe1357

Student
May 20, 2024
187
I was actually browsing the Dark Web for the first time in my life out of curiosity (and because I wanted to find out whether there was any pentobarbital available anywhere by any chance). This website simply popped up when searching one of those hidden wikis or those compiled lists of different onion websites.
 
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