bunnii
just a little guy
- Feb 16, 2023
- 55
I hate how hard it is to gain access to and overdose on SN. It's friggen stupid that I have to pay for a VPN as well as learning wtf crypto currency is and buying that too just so I can place an order. Not to mention the antiemetics and acid regulators. Now that I've failed partial suspention so many times this is my new preferred method but idk how I'll get my hands on it. I really wish I was around for the good old days when you could buy a helium tank or N from local stores. Or, even better, I wish one could make the choice to end their life through the healthcare system the same way one would get an abortion. I'm just so tired of suffering that I can't even muster the motivation to try and die. It sounds like so much work. Maybe I'll try drowning instead, I've heard that it can be pretty peaceful.