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Seekingawayout

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Dec 10, 2022
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I managed to pass out during partial. Stupid anchor broke! I wasn't even expecting to black out. I had the knot in front, leaned back and next thing I know I'm on the floor. So now I'm taking a few more shots of rum (apparently blacking out causes you to sober up fast) then I'll try the same position on a rope over my door. I wish the anchor would have held. I'd be gone now
Good news is, no one heard at all. Lol
 
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TraurigerClown

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Dec 13, 2022
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What kind you use to fasten your robe on?

Have a good journey and be successful my friend :)
 
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Seekingawayout

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Dec 10, 2022
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What kind you use to fasten your robe on?
It was the bar in my closet. I hung from it in order to test it, but apparently not long enough? Idk. I hope the door is stronger. I'm almost ready to try again. I was so shocked that I passed out, really. I've been trying for a week and never could get past the urge to stand. I don't even remember passing out. Knot in front is so rare, I didn't think it would do anything. But it really worked for me. If the anchor held, I'd be gone.
BTW, it definitely helps to be a little drunk. Lol
 
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It was the bar in my closet. I hung from it in order to test it, but apparently not long enough? Idk. I hope the door is stronger. I'm almost ready to try again. I was so shocked that I passed out, really. I've been trying for a week and never could get past the urge to stand. I don't even remember passing out. Knot in front is so rare, I didn't think it would do anything. But it really worked for me. If the anchor held, I'd be gone.
BTW, it definitely helps to be a little drunk. Lol
I guess your door would be better or the Frame of a Window.
And yes, its crazy how fast you´ll pass out. I remeber it as it was like yesterday when my feet lost ground and i was out....
 
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Seekingawayout

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Dec 10, 2022
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I guess your door would be better or the Frame of a Window.
And yes, its crazy how fast you´ll pass out. I remeber it as it was like yesterday when my feet lost ground and i was out....
The door is all I really have. There is another bar in the downstairs closet, but I'm hesitant to use that closet, because whomever comes downstairs will immediately see me. I do think it might be stronger, though. If the door doesn't work, I'll use it I guess. I'm so ready to be done.
 
Destiny Calls Me

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What part of the door are you going to use? How is it going to be fastened, a drawing would help? If you can, what type of door is it? Knocking on the door can help tell if its hallow or solid door.

I ask these questions bcuz Ive seen so many posts of suspension failures due to small things over looked. Analyzing everything beforehand is a great way to spot weak points.
 
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The door is all I really have. There is another bar in the downstairs closet, but I'm hesitant to use that closet, because whomever comes downstairs will immediately see me. I do think it might be stronger, though. If the door doesn't work, I'll use it I guess. I'm so ready to be done.
Whereever you try it, just make sure no one will find at least for an hour or more. Im speaking from personal experience that its worse if someone finds you..! Ikd how long i was hanging last time, but some idiot found me and i earned myself some serious brain damage thanks to that!

Like i said earlier, im with you and if you need someone to talk to until your bus arrives, my DM is open :)
 
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What part of the door are you going to use? How is it going to be fastened, a drawing would help? If you can, what type of door is it? Knocking on the door can help tell if its hallow or solid door.

I ask these questions bcuz Ive seen so many posts of suspension failures due to small things over looked. Analyzing everything beforehand is a great way to spot weak points.
Tied to the door knob, opposite side of door, thrown over top with door closed. I've hung on it and it seems solid enough. But, I hung on the bar and it seemed good, too.
Are you still using a shoestring as a ligature?
No, I gave up on that because tying it seemed to lessen the pressure. I tried to keep the pressure but it just wasn't possible.
Whereever you try it, just make sure no one will find at least for an hour or more. Im speaking from personal experience that its worse if someone finds you..! Ikd how long i was hanging last time, but some idiot found me and i earned myself some serious brain damage thanks to that!

Like i said earlier, im with you and if you need someone to talk to until your bus arrives, my DM is open :)
My door is shut and locked, and everyone is asleep with their doors shut. I mean, the closet bar came crashing down and no one even knocked to see what it was. Lol
 
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No longer suicidal😁

Finally happy again
Nov 23, 2022
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If you don't mind me asking, how long did it take you to pass out? did you get a feeling like your head is about to explode?
 
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Seekingawayout

Student
Dec 10, 2022
139
If you don't mind me asking, how long did it take you to pass out? did you get a feeling like your head is about to explode?
I honestly don't even remember passing out, and I don't know how long I was out. But exploding head typically means there isn't enough pressure on your carotids.
In the past though, I would pull out about 7 or 8 seconds in. This is the only time I managed to stay in it to pass out.
All I know is, I tried leaning backward with the knot in front, and I came to on the floor with a Beatles song in my head. It was weird.
 
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Destiny Calls Me

Destiny Calls Me

Do I answer?
Nov 23, 2022
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Potential issues: tearing of rope from corners of door and/or from pinching in the door frame. Door knob coming loose is more likely if rope is good. Maybe some one hearing you but from your previous post probability is low.

Not sure exactly how your load testing but maybe mocking everything up and adding like 25lbs or more to yourself. Make sure those screws are tightened.

Another thing that matters. Did you slowly lean into it or did you jut drop? Going in slow will help exert the least amount of force whereas a drop could see 1.5x-2 the force
 
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Seekingawayout

Student
Dec 10, 2022
139
Potential issues: tearing of rope from corners of door and/or from pinching in the door frame. Door knob coming loose is more likely if rope is good. Maybe some one hearing you but from your previous post probability is low.

Not sure exactly how your load testing but maybe mocking everything up and adding like 25lbs or more to yourself. Make sure those screws are tightened.

Another thing that matters. Did you slowly lean into it or did you jut drop? Going in slow will help exert the least amount of force whereas a drop could see 1.5x-2 the force
The knob itself I think is fine. The top of the door will take on more load than it will. It's a fairly tight fit.
I didn't drop into it when I leaned, but when I went unconscious I did likely drop.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That must had been so awful and frustrating what you experienced, I just hate the fact how it's this difficult to die and how things can go wrong when we are trying to leave this world, the hanging method does scare me a lot. But anyway, best of luck.
 
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Seekingawayout

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Dec 10, 2022
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That must had been so awful and frustrating what you experienced, I just hate the fact how it's this difficult to die and how things can go wrong when we are trying to leave this world, the hanging method does scare me a lot. But anyway, best of luck.
It scared me too, really. But partial isn't too bad if you find a position that's comfortable. I'll be more upset if I can't follow through in the next few hours, because I'll be explaining a busted closet bar.
 

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