Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
I'm going to start again tomorrow. What's the point of not? Plus I'm in country where smoking is cheap amd obligatory.

I love smoking.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
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i wish i could stop smoking started when i was 12, being smoking for 25 years cost me 130£ per month
 
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Kempel556

Kempel556

Luce sicut stellae
Sep 26, 2023
128
Same here in my country almost everybody is a smoker, and like you said what´s the point of quiting anyways
 
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Ruma

Ruma

Experienced
Dec 26, 2021
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I've been smoking since I was 15,now 48! I love it too!
 
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Dying Knight

Dying Knight

Specialist
Sep 17, 2023
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There is no point in smoking either. Obviously, you can't smoke all the time, and when you stop smoking, you eventually become feeling yourself worse than if you weren't smoking at all. The additional pleasure you can take from smoking will be negated by additional depressiveness in the moments of having the nicotine hungriness, so your average mood does not become any better.
 
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Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
There is no point in smoking either. Obviously, you can't smoke all the time, and when you stop smoking, you eventually become feeling yourself worse than if you weren't smoking at all. The additional pleasure you can take from smoking will be negated by additional depressiveness in the moments of having the nicotine hungriness, so your average mood does not become any better.
Erm... nonsense. I vape as well. I'll be dead within a month. Why should I deny myself any pleasure I can get in this time.
 
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Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
i wish i could stop smoking started when i was 12, being smoking for 25 years cost me 130£ per month
I stopped due to swapping it for vape. In the uk highest nicotine level is 1.8 but back then it was 2.4. I saved soooooooo much money. In portugal I got 6%
 
Dying Knight

Dying Knight

Specialist
Sep 17, 2023
329
Erm... nonsense.
Hah, the depressive part is just not as obvious as the pleasurable one, so you need some introspection to figure out the connection between low mood and deprivation from the drug and be able to admit it. This is how all addictive drugs work, no matter if we're speaking of nicotine, methedrone, heroin, or something else. They give you a temporary pleasure which seems very tempting, but it's not given to you for free, it's rather a credit which you have to pay back soon.

I have enough smokers around me, and I have an opportunity to see how miserably they look when they are deprived from the possibility to smoke due to various temporary circumstances. The only thought that comes to mind when seeing their withdrawal symptoms is "fuck this so called pleasure".
I'll be dead within a month. Why should I deny myself any pleasure I can get in this time.
I presume, your first payback moments may come much sooner than a month, but you should know better.
 
lwlaiet8887

lwlaiet8887

Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
Sep 14, 2023
288
Smoking is fun. I used to work with a bunch of smokers and I used to think myself "Look at all these dead inside losers, I'm glad I'm not like them" Look at me now, I think I relate to their self destructive tendencies now. They all had that aura to them. It's a beautiful feeling in a pleasant and a self destructive way, a literal oxymoron to most.
 

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