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Penelope12

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May 2, 2026
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I'd like to use SN but I'm afraid to go wrong. I'm not alone in my house and they could descover me. I've never been in the hospital and I don't want to go now. I'd like to be fast. I made too many mistakes in the past and now my Life Is ruined. Many years ago I was Happy. I Always think about It and I'm so sad everytime.
 
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HollowSoul

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Apr 14, 2026
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SN its not "fast" am I afraid... You get unconscious after 15 minutes but It might take 1 hour or more to ky
 
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SDB

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Jul 21, 2025
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I'd like to use SN but I'm afraid to go wrong. I'm not alone in my house and they could descover me. I've never been in the hospital and I don't want to go now. I'd like to be fast. I made too many mistakes in the past and now my Life Is ruined. Many years ago I was Happy. I Always think about It and I'm so sad everytime.
What kind of bad mistakes?
 
Alreadylate

Alreadylate

Student
Jun 8, 2025
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I'd like to use SN but I'm afraid to go wrong. I'm not alone in my house and they could descover me. I've never been in the hospital and I don't want to go now. I'd like to be fast. I made too many mistakes in the past and now my Life Is ruined. Many years ago I was Happy. I Always think about It and I'm so sad everytime.
if you are not alone i don't think that's a good idea...
 
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Penelope12

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May 2, 2026
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I want to do it tonight. Will I vomit a lot? I'm sorry for my mother, but I can't to live in this way
 
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geepeedee

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Feb 24, 2026
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if you don't have anti-emetics, odds are you will vomit a lot yes.
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
197
all you can do is minimize your chances and have backup drinks available, just in case you do vomit.
 

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