yuzuchan
Member
- Sep 9, 2022
- 64
Hello everyone I am from the UK I read stans guide and decided to get all the hard things since sn seemed easy.
I have Marian's so getting beta blockers was easy.
Then I contacted a online pharmacy and pretty easily got metro.
Assumed I was all set and went to buy Sn and noticed that... no where in the uk unless your a business or company can you get it.
Important doesn't seem like an option to.
This is my first post so I know no one will be able to message me about sources but if there are any in the uk when its possible for someone to message me about it id appreciate it.
I am getting desperate
and have oringally tried coals (but in a garage and didn't pass out after 5 hours and Gave up had my car taken from me because I was on suicide watch by family)
Though not feeling anything that the time the next few days I suffered what I guess was very mild co posioing pain coughing hard to move ect.
I next tried to do shallow water blackout but couldn't hyperventale enough I guess and forcing myself to try drown caused to much survival instinct.
If it wasn't for this forum I would have already gone for a more barbaric means but I truly want it to be as peaceful as possible.
On a final note doee anyone know if
IMPAX IMDY1500LBI 1200W INVERTER GENERATOR 230V
In a car would produce enough carbon monoxide to do it.
I've heard newer inverter models come with a self shut off if there is to much co build up and really don't want to waste more money.
Also if there is anyway other then bitcoin to donate id be happy to.
But I've personally never used bitcoin.
Sorry for such a long first post and it being a little all over the place.
Thanks for reading.
Yuzu
I have Marian's so getting beta blockers was easy.
Then I contacted a online pharmacy and pretty easily got metro.
Assumed I was all set and went to buy Sn and noticed that... no where in the uk unless your a business or company can you get it.
Important doesn't seem like an option to.
This is my first post so I know no one will be able to message me about sources but if there are any in the uk when its possible for someone to message me about it id appreciate it.
I am getting desperate
and have oringally tried coals (but in a garage and didn't pass out after 5 hours and Gave up had my car taken from me because I was on suicide watch by family)
Though not feeling anything that the time the next few days I suffered what I guess was very mild co posioing pain coughing hard to move ect.
I next tried to do shallow water blackout but couldn't hyperventale enough I guess and forcing myself to try drown caused to much survival instinct.
If it wasn't for this forum I would have already gone for a more barbaric means but I truly want it to be as peaceful as possible.
On a final note doee anyone know if
IMPAX IMDY1500LBI 1200W INVERTER GENERATOR 230V
In a car would produce enough carbon monoxide to do it.
I've heard newer inverter models come with a self shut off if there is to much co build up and really don't want to waste more money.
Also if there is anyway other then bitcoin to donate id be happy to.
But I've personally never used bitcoin.
Sorry for such a long first post and it being a little all over the place.
Thanks for reading.
Yuzu