StalkedByDeath
Borderline Personality Disorder Elder
- Sep 5, 2019
- 80
I'd appreciate if someone could DM me. Been a member here since 2019.
I just got out of an inpatient facility after having my SN taken that I have had on-hand since 2023. Looking into things, it appears that since then all suppliers have become A. Business address only, or B. Relatively expensive even for 100g. The source I used previously is no longer available. Any new ones out there?
It was extremely helpful having it on-hand and part of why I was able to get so far. Having that sense of "If I do this, it's final" that you don't really get with many other methods kept me from attempting, somewhat ironically. I'm looking to instill that comfort again so that I can move forward in life with peace of mind knowing I have an escape should it come to that.
I sincerely appreciate any help!
I just got out of an inpatient facility after having my SN taken that I have had on-hand since 2023. Looking into things, it appears that since then all suppliers have become A. Business address only, or B. Relatively expensive even for 100g. The source I used previously is no longer available. Any new ones out there?
It was extremely helpful having it on-hand and part of why I was able to get so far. Having that sense of "If I do this, it's final" that you don't really get with many other methods kept me from attempting, somewhat ironically. I'm looking to instill that comfort again so that I can move forward in life with peace of mind knowing I have an escape should it come to that.
I sincerely appreciate any help!
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