Stevenstevensteven
Member
- Jun 2, 2020
- 38
No nausea yet. I feel no different
Nothing after 5 minutes.
Beats per minute increased to 102
110
110
Nothing after 5 minutes.
Beats per minute increased to 102
110
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Stevenstevensteven
Member
- Jun 2, 2020
- 38
Stevenstevensteven
Member
- Jun 2, 2020
- 38
But no nausea and no discomfort
Feeling oddly anxious. Not about dying or anything just moving faster
I went to cvs right before, I figured I could help others as my last gesture
Feeling oddly anxious. Not about dying or anything just moving faster
Silvermorning
The polar bears made me do it
- Oct 10, 2020
- 214
May the Gods lead you to warmer sands, my friend.
Stevenstevensteven
Member
- Jun 2, 2020
- 38
I'm sad my last meal was mc Donald's breakfast sandwich
Ok i just felt something. I burped and was immediately nauseous
peacechoice
Experienced
- Oct 11, 2020
- 205
I love you and please know that you are loved by us. I hope your journey goes well and that you go peacefully. May you drift into eternal peace. You are always welcome back. I wish to be as calm as you. You make it look so easy when it's anything but.
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,361
yeah, McDonald's sucks!!
I'd have a lamb balti with pilau rice and keema nan.
Stevenstevensteven
Member
- Jun 2, 2020
- 38
I can't keep messaging im not feeling well
If I live ill let you know
peacechoice
Experienced
- Oct 11, 2020
- 205
Thank you for letting us know. You are an angel.
I hope it works. I wish there was a way to know.
x~Sophia~x
Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
- Sep 10, 2020
- 1,361
Lilacmoon
Beautiful moon, take me away.
- Sep 23, 2020
- 1,308
good luck. may your journey be swift and peaceful. may you find what you're looking for and may your pain end.
peacechoice
Experienced
- Oct 11, 2020
- 205
Exactly, worst comes to worst, I'll just use this method.
Silvermorning
The polar bears made me do it
- Oct 10, 2020
- 214
peacechoice
Experienced
- Oct 11, 2020
- 205
I really hope this person made the right decision for herself. I pray to god she's in peace with whatever happens.
BrokenAlien
Member
- Nov 3, 2020
- 47
I love you. I truly hope that you felt peace..I blame myself for this and I don't think I can live with myself. I found out yesterday and I haven't stopped crying since then.. I can't sleep or eat and I'm pretty sure I'm going to end my life too. I hope that I can meet you on the other side. This pain is too much to bear, Steven. I'm so sorry I struggled...This is my fault and I can't live without you. I wish that I could've been there for you. I'm too late now and it hurts like hell.
THank you to the people on this forum who were kind to him for his last moments here... I have all the regret and pain in the world without him...
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
BrokenAlien
Member
- Nov 3, 2020
- 47
Yes this is me... It's me. I wish I did things differently because now I feel the pain for the both of us.. and it's crushing.
It's my fault I can't shake that it's irrevocably my fault
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
It's not your fault. He wanted to end his life. You didn't force him to do that. He must have had other issues to do it. People break up all the time without doing this.
How did you know he was on this forum?
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BrokenAlien
Member
- Nov 3, 2020
- 47
It means a lot for you to say that. We were both suicidal people... He told me I'd regret it and I now live with nothing but regret. I just am heartbroken and defeated.. I wish I could have a chance to do it over... I miss him so much
BrokenAlien
Member
- Nov 3, 2020
- 47
I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'm feeling the worst I ever thought imaginable. It's so hard to feel this grief, it makes it so hard to continue
I wish i had words to comfort you, but i couldnt begin to imagine the emotions running through your veins. Keep him and your memories close to heart, they are to be forever held close and not forgotten, i dont know the situation at hand but i ask you to stop taking blame and responsibility. He had his own thoughts and is own pains and he handled it the way he was most comfortable. His pains have ceased and he is now in eternal peace. I hope you can find this peace within yourself aswell. Ideally without ctb but.. that contradicts why were all here to begin with.
Im horrible at conversation but my pms are always open if needed. Take care my friend and try not to give up
having the opportunity to have met him was a gift. Atleast it happened right..?
BrokenAlien
Member
- Nov 3, 2020
- 47
I love you baby. I'm sorry you had to suffer through this pain...
Quinlor
The stranger
- Feb 21, 2019
- 1,058
Sad history, now you should seek for a psychological professional help. It's not easy to get through this.
Hey, sorry I never replied back. If you message to me to share your feelings I'm here. I understand. It's been since June and I'm still struggling. X
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