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LongLostNoHope

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Dec 16, 2020
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I have started taking the drugs and will take the SN in a little over an hour! Very scared to gag and throw up. Hoping for a peaceful journey and death that I NEED! Please be there for me and advise me on any way possible. Trying to use as little water as possible while taking the regimen of drugs
 
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Teal_Blue_Dreams

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Sep 15, 2020
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i am pming you but im keeping an eye on all of your posts as well. i'm here...and there. :hug:
 
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Donk

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Jan 3, 2020
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what do you plan to do over the next hour? I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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LongLostNoHope

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what do you plan to do over the next hour? I wish you a peaceful journey.
Just relax in my bed. Maybe listen to music. Taking meto now
 
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Jan 3, 2020
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cool. do you have a playlist?
 
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Donk

Donk

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the first song is a little sus but you do you
 
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LongLostNoHope

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Somewhere over the rainbow
 
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LongLostNoHope

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Getting closer to making the SN
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

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Sep 10, 2020
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How are you feeling @LongLostNoHope?
 
muffin222

muffin222

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I'm so sorry it's come to this for you, but I'm happy you won't exit alone and without support. We're here for you tonight, whatever you may decide to do :heart:
 
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