happynuclearwinter
New Member
- Oct 10, 2023
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Hi. first time posting. been depressed for years, got every problems you can ever imagine.. as days go by all I could ever think of is killing myself. every night before I go to sleep I wish I could just never wake up. I don't want to seek help anymore. I kept everyone at arms length. I don't want to bother anyone with my stupid suicidal thoughts that I talked too much where it doesn't even sounds alarming anymore lol
anyhow, I kept seeing people saying that SN is easily available in southeast asia. I'm wondering if the SN sold at sh*ppe & t*kped is like a genuine one? would melatonins be good enough? since I dont have access to psychiatric meds no more. thanks.
(idk if there's an actual indonesians here but I look forward for the answers!)
anyhow, I kept seeing people saying that SN is easily available in southeast asia. I'm wondering if the SN sold at sh*ppe & t*kped is like a genuine one? would melatonins be good enough? since I dont have access to psychiatric meds no more. thanks.
(idk if there's an actual indonesians here but I look forward for the answers!)
