Huge thank you to the creators, contributors, and users of this forum. @arie and I would've suffered immensely if it weren't for this site and the resources/documentation available here. Reading posts from others with similar thoughts, experiences, or goals as my own was a comforting way to pass time and make peace with death. I will forever treasure the meaningful interactions I had with users here if there ends up being consciousness after death. I wish everyone peace in whatever form it may take.
The success story: I'm a woman-child living with my parents in a big city, and he's a financially independent guy from a small town. We're in our early twenties with different backgrounds and present realities but similar reasons to ctb. He messaged me after reading my post on the Partners Megathread, and we voice chatted and eventually established a connection to an unexpected degree.
We planned for him to come to me since I have SN and can't travel. I didn't have meto, but he was able to acquire it easily in his country. We'll be spending our last four days together, and I couldn't imagine a better way to go. I wish we both could've lived longer and been besties until however long, but our circumstances unfortunately don't allow for that to be a feasible option.
We're doing the 48-hour regimen from Stan's Guide.
We'll only drink liquids starting November 12 and take
10mg of meto at 8am(08:00),
10mg of meto at 4pm(16:00),
10mg of meto at midnight(00:00).
We'll only drink water on November 13 and take
10mg of meto at 8am,
10mg of meto at 4pm,
600mg of ibuprofen at 11pm(23:00),
10mg of meto at 11:15pm(23:15),
double dose of antacid at 11:30pm(23:15),
and finally, we'll drink 20g (weighed on a mechanical scale) of SN dissolved in 50ml of water at midnight.
We'll each have 2 extra servings in case of vomiting.
Just to include the most detail, I opened the bottle of SN twice in 5 months, so I have a different, unopened bottle of SN on hand. We'll be drinking the 5-month-old SN first, and if it doesn't work, I'll update this thread and then drink the unopened SN dose. Both brands are labeled with "99%" purity.
The success story: I'm a woman-child living with my parents in a big city, and he's a financially independent guy from a small town. We're in our early twenties with different backgrounds and present realities but similar reasons to ctb. He messaged me after reading my post on the Partners Megathread, and we voice chatted and eventually established a connection to an unexpected degree.
We planned for him to come to me since I have SN and can't travel. I didn't have meto, but he was able to acquire it easily in his country. We'll be spending our last four days together, and I couldn't imagine a better way to go. I wish we both could've lived longer and been besties until however long, but our circumstances unfortunately don't allow for that to be a feasible option.
We're doing the 48-hour regimen from Stan's Guide.
We'll only drink liquids starting November 12 and take
10mg of meto at 8am(08:00),
10mg of meto at 4pm(16:00),
10mg of meto at midnight(00:00).
We'll only drink water on November 13 and take
10mg of meto at 8am,
10mg of meto at 4pm,
600mg of ibuprofen at 11pm(23:00),
10mg of meto at 11:15pm(23:15),
double dose of antacid at 11:30pm(23:15),
and finally, we'll drink 20g (weighed on a mechanical scale) of SN dissolved in 50ml of water at midnight.
We'll each have 2 extra servings in case of vomiting.
Just to include the most detail, I opened the bottle of SN twice in 5 months, so I have a different, unopened bottle of SN on hand. We'll be drinking the 5-month-old SN first, and if it doesn't work, I'll update this thread and then drink the unopened SN dose. Both brands are labeled with "99%" purity.
and thanks for liking my posts and comments too 
hope to be updated about the journey
