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Theanswer
Experienced
- Jun 26, 2022
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Hi Everyone - The time has come for me to gain peace soon (won't name date yet, hotel booked, but undercover folks here.) Could you please give me feedback on my regimen and questions that I have? I am sorry for the length but this took some time to devise. All suggestions, feedback are welcome and needed! But, please, do not ask me where I got the medications or the SN. I'm ctb in a little over a week. Kindness needed, and please ask someone else. Thank you!
Doing Stat Dose. I have been testing the meto and will also test zofran. No issues in test dosing.
Online while CTB. (1) how could I do that without exposing SaSu and my communications because I won't have time or capability to wipe my computer before I ctb. I'd love some support and warmth. Any thoughts?
Hotel Room. I rented a one-bedroom suite in a hotel in the corner for 6 nights. IF SN fails, will puke it up as prescribed, recover in my room, get ready for Plan B Insulin (Have loads of fast and long-acting and 100 unit syringes. Very familiar where to inject in 10 different places. Failure won't happen, extremely unlikely, but doesn't hurt to have a Plan B. And, yes, I know all about the ratings of ctb insulin [smile].) There is no room service unless requested and I can disable lock from inside so no housekeeping hotel keys will be able to gain entry into room. Room is in the corner. No other rooms near me except a studio next door. I'm in a corner removed from main hallway. No one will be walking by my door. My living room shares the wall with stairwell but according to staff no one uses the stairway, which I trust is true. I'm not going to be in the living room. Bedroom is surrounded by two outside walls. Other wall of my bedroom shares wall with my bathroom and other side of my bathroom wall shares wall with the next unit's living room). I will close the bathroom door. Other wall of my bedroom shares with my living room. I will be closing my bedroom door. I'll also have a sign on my bedroom door, do not enter, call police. Not sure what else I should say. Dead body in room? Any thoughts?
Specific Time to CTB?: I am undecided on what time to specifically ctb. If I do it at night, say 7:00 pm, I could risk complaints from the white noise and music (both not loud) remaining on after I ctb. Maybe I don't do any added noise but just some soft music for comfort. Don't want to be found for at least a day. I'd prefer to do it during the day when most people will be out but equally could say folks will be out during the evening for dinner, etc. Any thoughts?
Antacids. Don't think I will be taking any antacids as reduces acid into stomach which in turn could turn more of the SN (NO2) into NO, which will happen automatically but want to lessen that degree for obvious reasons. Who the hell knows about the antacids. Yes, PPeH no longer recommends only due to no benefit or consequence established. I don't have a sensitive stomach. Have been on pantoprazole for over 10 years for acid reflux and reducing dosage and hope to get off of it in time. Don't want anything to interfere. Waiting for answer from PN about stopping PPI (pantoprazole) and whether it will interrupt effect. I don't plan on hearing back from him in time. I have Dulcolax and could Tagamet. Any thoughts on direct experience, knowledge with antacids and SN?
Regimen
Fast for 8 hours
11:00: Clear liquid fast starts – though will do sips of water for meds
11:00 May also do Gabapentin, which reminds me if I'm going to take Gabapentin maybe I should start now with dosing. Any thoughts from someone that knows about Gabapentin? I was previously on it for another reason, not not seizures, so it is a relaxant and pain reducer.
1:30: 5 mg of klonapin (I'm currently taking .5 mg pretty much daily, and will continue before ctb, likely more as I get closer.)
1.30: 600mg of Ibuprofen (Aleve or Advil)
2:00: 8 mg of Zofran ondansetron
2:15: 30 mgs of meto
Doing Stat Dose. I have been testing the meto and will also test zofran. No issues in test dosing.
Online while CTB. (1) how could I do that without exposing SaSu and my communications because I won't have time or capability to wipe my computer before I ctb. I'd love some support and warmth. Any thoughts?
Hotel Room. I rented a one-bedroom suite in a hotel in the corner for 6 nights. IF SN fails, will puke it up as prescribed, recover in my room, get ready for Plan B Insulin (Have loads of fast and long-acting and 100 unit syringes. Very familiar where to inject in 10 different places. Failure won't happen, extremely unlikely, but doesn't hurt to have a Plan B. And, yes, I know all about the ratings of ctb insulin [smile].) There is no room service unless requested and I can disable lock from inside so no housekeeping hotel keys will be able to gain entry into room. Room is in the corner. No other rooms near me except a studio next door. I'm in a corner removed from main hallway. No one will be walking by my door. My living room shares the wall with stairwell but according to staff no one uses the stairway, which I trust is true. I'm not going to be in the living room. Bedroom is surrounded by two outside walls. Other wall of my bedroom shares wall with my bathroom and other side of my bathroom wall shares wall with the next unit's living room). I will close the bathroom door. Other wall of my bedroom shares with my living room. I will be closing my bedroom door. I'll also have a sign on my bedroom door, do not enter, call police. Not sure what else I should say. Dead body in room? Any thoughts?
Specific Time to CTB?: I am undecided on what time to specifically ctb. If I do it at night, say 7:00 pm, I could risk complaints from the white noise and music (both not loud) remaining on after I ctb. Maybe I don't do any added noise but just some soft music for comfort. Don't want to be found for at least a day. I'd prefer to do it during the day when most people will be out but equally could say folks will be out during the evening for dinner, etc. Any thoughts?
Antacids. Don't think I will be taking any antacids as reduces acid into stomach which in turn could turn more of the SN (NO2) into NO, which will happen automatically but want to lessen that degree for obvious reasons. Who the hell knows about the antacids. Yes, PPeH no longer recommends only due to no benefit or consequence established. I don't have a sensitive stomach. Have been on pantoprazole for over 10 years for acid reflux and reducing dosage and hope to get off of it in time. Don't want anything to interfere. Waiting for answer from PN about stopping PPI (pantoprazole) and whether it will interrupt effect. I don't plan on hearing back from him in time. I have Dulcolax and could Tagamet. Any thoughts on direct experience, knowledge with antacids and SN?
Regimen
Fast for 8 hours
11:00: Clear liquid fast starts – though will do sips of water for meds
11:00 May also do Gabapentin, which reminds me if I'm going to take Gabapentin maybe I should start now with dosing. Any thoughts from someone that knows about Gabapentin? I was previously on it for another reason, not not seizures, so it is a relaxant and pain reducer.
1:30: 5 mg of klonapin (I'm currently taking .5 mg pretty much daily, and will continue before ctb, likely more as I get closer.)
1.30: 600mg of Ibuprofen (Aleve or Advil)
2:00: 8 mg of Zofran ondansetron
2:15: 30 mgs of meto
- While waiting, mix 3 glasses of SN – 25 mg with 50 mil of water. I have the digital scale, beaker and cylinder measurement equipment.) I also have stainless steel scoops and stirrers. Stainless steel is fine, correct? Three glasses not needed but just in case. Will also practice measuring, mixing with regular table salt this weekend. I also have jars with tight seals so may premix morning of in case mixing practice seems too much for me. PN says fine to premix for a day or two and leave in tightly sealed glass/jar.
- I will be laying on king size bed with all lamps, items, tables moved away. Or maybe I should be on the floor but I think it would be unlikely if I fell off of bed because there won't be anything to grasp for and it's a big bed? Not much room on the floor, anyway. I will have a bucket lined with plastic and towels (attempt to reduce sound if necessary) in case I vomit. I plan on being slightly upright with pillows or trying to lie on my L side.
- I will hold nose while drinking and may use a straw or better yet a drinking funnel. The straw will prevent me from quickly gulping it down, though, which is needed. Lollipop or sm piece of strong peppermint to minimize taste/burn or something after I drink then release nose. Could also look into lidocaine spray but not sure if any of these are useful or necessary. Will they increase vomiting? Thoughts?