So I'm trying to get a hold of SN… before I commit I had a few questions. I tried reading the mega threat but I only got through 16 pages of almost 400. My brain is mush so I had a hard time wrapping my head around everything. Very overwhelming.
Just wanted to clarify that you would take 25g of SN mixed in 50ml or 100ml of water? Which is better? Should I use distilled water?
Also are anti emetics necessary? I don't have access to any right now but I have sn appointment with my PCP next month and will try to get meto. I have been experiencing acid reflux and heart burn anyway so hopefully I can get some. I also worry that I am going to most likely throw it up due to these conditions. I also have constant dry mouth because of psych meds which sometimes leads to a gag reflux. If I throw up can I just take 25g more?
I also don't have access to benzos. I do have propanlol, expired hydroxizine, snd Seroquel. Also a whole bunch of lunesta sleeping pills. Would one of those work? I'm thinking lunesta but don't know how much to take. I don't want to take so much that if I fail I would sleep for a week straight but enough for me to help pass with SN.
I'm thinking about trying it over the Columbus Day weekend. I'll have four days off from work so they won't be looking for me. My daughter will be with her dad. Planing to see her for the last time at gymnastics practice that Friday then will take everything that night. (I know I'm an asshole since I'm a parent but she literally wants nothing to do with me and is better off without me. We don't have a relationship anymore anyway). No one would notice that I was gone. Besides not being able to text my daughter everyday. She never responds anyway so that won't matter.
Planning on doing it at my apartment I live alone. I do have two cats that will probably meow like crazy if I pass just for wanting food. Not sure what I am going to do with them yet. Don't want the neighbors to hear them go crazy and get suspicious and call my landlord to do a wellness check.
Sorry for the long post. I just need this to work. I'm most likely going to be homeless and have no where else to go. I'm so worried about failing again. Any information would be greatly appreciated, thanks in advance.
Just wanted to clarify that you would take 25g of SN mixed in 50ml or 100ml of water? Which is better? Should I use distilled water?
Also are anti emetics necessary? I don't have access to any right now but I have sn appointment with my PCP next month and will try to get meto. I have been experiencing acid reflux and heart burn anyway so hopefully I can get some. I also worry that I am going to most likely throw it up due to these conditions. I also have constant dry mouth because of psych meds which sometimes leads to a gag reflux. If I throw up can I just take 25g more?
I also don't have access to benzos. I do have propanlol, expired hydroxizine, snd Seroquel. Also a whole bunch of lunesta sleeping pills. Would one of those work? I'm thinking lunesta but don't know how much to take. I don't want to take so much that if I fail I would sleep for a week straight but enough for me to help pass with SN.
I'm thinking about trying it over the Columbus Day weekend. I'll have four days off from work so they won't be looking for me. My daughter will be with her dad. Planing to see her for the last time at gymnastics practice that Friday then will take everything that night. (I know I'm an asshole since I'm a parent but she literally wants nothing to do with me and is better off without me. We don't have a relationship anymore anyway). No one would notice that I was gone. Besides not being able to text my daughter everyday. She never responds anyway so that won't matter.
Planning on doing it at my apartment I live alone. I do have two cats that will probably meow like crazy if I pass just for wanting food. Not sure what I am going to do with them yet. Don't want the neighbors to hear them go crazy and get suspicious and call my landlord to do a wellness check.
Sorry for the long post. I just need this to work. I'm most likely going to be homeless and have no where else to go. I'm so worried about failing again. Any information would be greatly appreciated, thanks in advance.
Last edited:
