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starstruckstarlight

starstruckstarlight

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Feb 12, 2026
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I plan on leaving this week hopefully. I have SN that has been stored in an air tight container, only open for a period of time during a previous attempt (for how long I can't remember, maybe an hour). It's about a year old now, or about to be. I opened it just now to do a quick blood test, grabbing some of the stray particles that are at the bottom of the container. I did a blood test, and practically immediately after putting the sediments into the blood it began to darken. Should I be good to go when I attempt then? Like, is the SN still good enough? I can't really do aquarium strip testing, it's why I used the blood. I included pictures of the results and my SN, the second bloodphoto is a picture of what it looks like after about four minutes. Thanks for any help
 

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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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If your SN was out in the open for only an hour and spend the rest of the time in an airtight container. It should be still good.
 
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starstruckstarlight

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Feb 12, 2026
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If your SN was out in the open for only an hour and spend the rest of the time in an airtight container. It should be still good.
Thank you, I thought as much but wasn't sure. The memories from my last attempt are fuzzy so I'm not sure if it was exactly only an hour, but definitely no more than three hours max. Since then, it's only been in the container with the exclusion of quickly opening it twice to test.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
785
Thank you, I thought as much but wasn't sure. The memories from my last attempt are fuzzy so I'm not sure if it was exactly only an hour, but definitely no more than three hours max. Since then, it's only been in the container with the exclusion of quickly opening it twice to test.
If you don't mind me asking, how did you survive your last SN attempt, were you found or you ingested just a tiny amount of it?
 
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starstruckstarlight

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Feb 12, 2026
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If you don't mind me asking, how did you survive your last SN attempt, were you found or you ingested just a tiny amount of it?
I don't mind at all, it ended up being only a tiny amount I ingested, I was a bit hesitant last attempt so I wasn't able to down the full cup. I just think back then I wasn't fully ready yet, I still had stuff to get in order. Now though, I have everything pretty much sorted out so I think its my time
 
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