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Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
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Planning to SN during this Friday, during Christmas I guess. This is going to be my first time trying SN. Been studying about it and researching about how to do it but never tried before. Anyone have any suggestion or tips for me before I do it this Friday? I don't have any medicine or drugs to prevent me from vomiting so I'll prepare 2 bottle, one incase I vomit so I can instantly drink another one instantly after I vomit. Also, I don't have a weighing scale so I'm gonna try to mix with water, maybe will over doze but atleast it doesn't matter if it can kill
 
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Red

Warlock
Apr 10, 2019
744
No real tips or suggestions but wondering how you're measuring your doses? A massive overdose may be more likely to make you vomit - there's a good chance that a second dose may be instantly rejected if the first dose sets you off enough?
Not sure why people try this seriously without the right antiemetics as they are easily obtainable through several different means, seems like that extra bit of effort to acquire them is worth it if it means success!
 
x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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Can I ask why you've chosen to ctb on Christmas day?
You say you've been studying and researching the method, yet you don't have any of the drugs that are recommended to take throughout the regime, and no scales? Are you going to fast beforehand or are you going to wing that as well?
 
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Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
254
No real tips or suggestions but wondering how you're measuring your doses? A massive overdose may be more likely to make you vomit - there's a good chance that a second dose may be instantly rejected if the first dose sets you off enough?
Not sure why people try this seriously without the right antiemetics as they are easily obtainable through several different means, seems like that extra bit of effort to acquire them is worth it if it means success!
The reason I don't find other drugs/meds for help is because I'm 18 and I haven't got my car driving license. Also, in Malaysia in which where stay. Getting those drugs isn't easy and do you think a clinic or places that sell meds will sell it to someone who have no prescriptions and also a not fully adults kid yet?
And the way I measure is by hand I guess, since 0.5 gram isn't much. The problem is about the water. How much water should I add with only about 0.5 gram of SN?
 
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Red

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Apr 10, 2019
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You may be able to find the drugs on well known auction and craft sites if you know what you're looking for - google brand names for the drugs and you can search those. I did this to acquire my antiemetics
Why 0.5g?
 
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Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
254
You may be able to find the drugs on well known auction and craft sites if you know what you're looking for - google brand names for the drugs and you can search those. I did this to acquire my antiemetics
Why 0.5g?
Isn't 0.5b
You may be able to find the drugs on well known auction and craft sites if you know what you're looking for - google brand names for the drugs and you can search those. I did this to acquire my antiemetics
Why 0.5g?
Because 0.5 g is around the dose to be deadly
 
Nexuno

Nexuno

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Dec 9, 2020
301
By the way, to OP: I don't know where you get the 0.5g figure... I'm confused.
 
KleinerWolf

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not scientifically based, but i imagine myself taking 0.5gm chances to die would probably be 3% or less.
 
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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
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Planning to SN during this Friday, during Christmas I guess. This is going to be my first time trying SN. Been studying about it and researching about how to do it but never tried before. Anyone have any suggestion or tips for me before I do it this Friday? I don't have any medicine or drugs to prevent me from vomiting so I'll prepare 2 bottle, one incase I vomit so I can instantly drink another one instantly after I vomit. Also, I don't have a weighing scale so I'm gonna try to mix with water, maybe will over doze but atleast it doesn't matter if it can kill

The reason I don't find other drugs/meds for help is because I'm 18 and I haven't got my car driving license. Also, in Malaysia in which where stay. Getting those drugs isn't easy and do you think a clinic or places that sell meds will sell it to someone who have no prescriptions and also a not fully adults kid yet?
And the way I measure is by hand I guess, since 0.5 gram isn't much. The problem is about the water. How much water should I add with only about 0.5 gram of SN?

Isn't 0.5b

Because 0.5 g is around the dose to be deadly

Are you sure you fully understand this method?
 
MrAsclepius

MrAsclepius

Грустная Сука
Jul 31, 2020
212
Dos yang disyorkan ialah 20 gram untuk SN. Sila gunakan 50 mililiter air.

.5 grams? nonsense.
 
Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
254
Dos yang disyorkan ialah 20 gram untuk SN. Sila gunakan 50 mililiter air.

.5 grams? nonsense.
By the way, to OP: I don't know where you get the 0.5g figure... I'm confused.
O
Are you sure you fully understand this method?
Oh fk, I converted wrongly. I never used mg. well, the website I checked stated in MG
Dos yang disyorkan ialah 20 gram untuk SN. Sila gunakan 50 mililiter air.

.5 grams? nonsense.
Tq utk cara kau.
 
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kiki666

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Dec 26, 2019
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a tablespoon experts say.
 
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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
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a tablespoon experts say.
I would hesitate to not use a scale.

The molecular weight conversion for sodium nitrate (not nitrite.. but I think it should be about the same weight) it says each teaspoon is equivalent to ~4.6 grams and each tablespoon equals ~13.8 grams.

This is a standard measuring metric(?) teaspoon or tablespoon. The measuring is done with 'un-packed down' substance, and the top of the measuring spoon is leveled even by a spatual or such a tool.

It would be difficult to get the dosage correct without a scale because of the variables but that was what I found about it.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,721
I would hesitate to not use a scale.

The molecular weight conversion for sodium nitrate (not nitrite.. but I think it should be about the same weight) it says each teaspoon is equivalent to ~4.6 grams and each tablespoon equals ~13.8 grams.

This is a standard measuring metric(?) teaspoon or tablespoon. The measuring is done with 'un-packed down' substance, and the top of the measuring spoon is leveled even by a spatual or such a tool.

It would be difficult to get the dosage correct without a scale because of the variables but that was what I found about it.
A scale is ideal but is it really necessary to have such precision with this method? Obviously if you go too far high on the dosage it is going to make you more likely to puke but it seems the fatal dose is much lower than what most of the guides recommend - as long as you are ballpark correct you are going to die if you aren't extremely overweight.
 
sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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Please read this first

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

I feel like you're gonna fuck up if you don't.
A scale is ideal but is it really necessary to have such precision with this method? Obviously if you go too far high on the dosage it is going to make you more likely to puke but it seems the fatal dose is much lower than what most of the guides recommend - as long as you are ballpark correct you are going to die if you aren't extremely overweight.
Yes but the guides recommend the dose of 20-25g for a reason. This is the perfect dose to make it as painless and reliable as possible.
 
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Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
254
Please read this first

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

I feel like you're gonna fuck up if you don't.

Yes but the guides recommend the dose of 20-25g for a reason. This is the perfect dose to make it as painless and reliable as possible.
So the perfect dose is like what the stand guides written. 20-25g ? I saw some one say 250g and I am confuse. Why did the guide states 25g while someone says 250g
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,721
So the perfect dose is like what the stand guides written. 20-25g ? I saw some one say 250g and I am confuse. Why did the guide states 25g while someone says 250g
250g is a mistake. Its 25g. maybe someone meant to write 25.0
 
justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
I really hope you will do some more research into this method OP. As others have said I'm concerned that you don't fully understand the method and will therefore end up suffering rather than CTB. I know it can be hard to obtain some of the meds/equipment but it's definitely worth the extra effort if you want to be successful. I would hate for you to suffer. Good luck
 
Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
254
I really hope you will do some more research into this method OP. As others have said I'm concerned that you don't fully understand the method and will therefore end up suffering rather than CTB. I know it can be hard to obtain some of the meds/equipment but it's definitely worth the extra effort if you want to be successful. I would hate for you to suffer. Good luck
Thanks for the concern but I really don't have the power to get those meds. Even tho if I want, it would be impossible for me to get them on internet or even from softer since I'm living in Malaysia. It isn't easy to get those. My only method is to go through the vomit process and quickly gulp in another 25-50g of SN. Vomit is unavoidable and I'm prepared for it
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,274
Thanks for the concern but I really don't have the power to get those meds. Even tho if I want, it would be impossible for me to get them on internet or even from softer since I'm living in Malaysia. It isn't easy to get those. My only method is to go through the vomit process and quickly gulp in another 25-50g of SN. Vomit is unavoidable and I'm prepared for it
It sounds like you know what you are doing. I hate the language barriers too.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,721
Thanks for the concern but I really don't have the power to get those meds. Even tho if I want, it would be impossible for me to get them on internet or even from softer since I'm living in Malaysia. It isn't easy to get those. My only method is to go through the vomit process and quickly gulp in another 25-50g of SN. Vomit is unavoidable and I'm prepared for it
I feel for you mate im sure the malaysia drug laws are super strict , it must be similar to singapore If you were caught they might even kill you which would accomplish CTB but imagine the humiliation and being in media. People who live in a poorer country with strict laws it sucks for them to try to CTB
 
justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
Thanks for the concern but I really don't have the power to get those meds. Even tho if I want, it would be impossible for me to get them on internet or even from softer since I'm living in Malaysia. It isn't easy to get those. My only method is to go through the vomit process and quickly gulp in another 25-50g of SN. Vomit is unavoidable and I'm prepared for it
Such a tough situation to be in. I wish you a peaceful passing ❤️
 
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Nexuno

Nexuno

Specialist
Dec 9, 2020
301
Thanks for the concern but I really don't have the power to get those meds. Even tho if I want, it would be impossible for me to get them on internet or even from softer since I'm living in Malaysia. It isn't easy to get those. My only method is to go through the vomit process and quickly gulp in another 25-50g of SN. Vomit is unavoidable and I'm prepared for it
It's a tricky situation, I know... do you have at least the pain killers and antacid (these should be easy to get, you can manage to obtain those through your doctor), maybe sedatives. It's not just about the vomit mate, it's to grant some peacefulness.
 
Thin Chew

Thin Chew

世界以痛吻我 要我报之以歌
Mar 3, 2019
254
It's a tricky situation, I know... do you have at least the pain killers and antacid (these should be easy to get, you can manage to obtain those through your doctor), maybe sedatives. It's not just about the vomit mate, it's to grant some peacefulness.
Wait, why do we need painkillers?! Isn't it suppose to be sleepy>dead?
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,721
Wait, why do we need painkillers?! Isn't it suppose to be sleepy>dead?
SN method is gonna cause minor pain. Its a salt and your stomach is gonna want to vomit it up, and also its gonna cause a headache as o2 begins to run out. Based on the evidence available its generally accepted as a low pain method. You do not need hardcore painkiller ibuprofen is recommended but some chose to use RX painkiller if they have access
 

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