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- Dec 17, 2021
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hey guys, help very much appreciated! following situation: I have decided to ctb in 2 weeks saturday night since I'll be alone for the whole weekend. I have the SN and I have read Stan's guide. I'm getting AE and AA and pain killers. I don't think I can get benzos and I don't want to take beta blockers because I have bad asthma and with asthma, beta blockers basically make you feel like you suffocate. that's not the last thing I want to feel before dying. what I do have is lots of promethazine and with lots I mean at least 500 pills of 75mg. does it make sense to take an overdose of them like 1h before (or with?) I take the SN or does it only increase the risk of vomiting? (I will do the 48h fasting). or should I just use promethazine as a regular sedative? what do you guys think? I'm trying to make it as peaceful as possible considering I don't want to take beta blockers and maybe have no benzos
thanks everyone!!!
thanks everyone!!!