Help SN ordering, its been a while

[PinkyStat]

Well, as the title says its been a while since I have used SS, the last time that I was in here I tried the partial hanging method that went wrong (not so bad though), but i got so scared that something like that happened again, like i could have been sent to a psych ward or lost my ability to move for Christ sake, u guys probably dont care but i have been just tripping on shrooms and getting drunk to cope with my emptiness

So as the title also says I FOUND A RESOURCE FOR SN *BUT* What should i do? Im looking forward for this method, but i live with other people and never order anything from the internet, how can I not get caught if I order the SN? Plz help i would be glad if someone have a solution (feeling like this is the final stretch, getting this order is the start of the final chapter of my life)

 

[Pᴜrple]

If you're using your own card a possible option would be to send it to a different address and pick it up from there. Also, what went wrong with your partial hanging if you don't mind me asking? I'm only asking so I can avoid making mistakes if/when I do it.