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itsnigh
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- Oct 22, 2024
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Me again,
Sorry for double posting today. I have found everything I need for SN and think it's my definite way to go.
It's just, I'm in major suicidal ideation stage, I keep thinking about what if I fell from a height instead. It looking accidental might be easier on my family. But how often do ppl die from that? How high does it have to be? Etc. kind of a rambling really, sorry for this. I'm at peace with SN, just feel the worst about who may find me, blue in the face.
Falling sounds so simple and could look different to purposeful. Idk.
Thanks for listening if you caught this.
Sorry for double posting today. I have found everything I need for SN and think it's my definite way to go.
It's just, I'm in major suicidal ideation stage, I keep thinking about what if I fell from a height instead. It looking accidental might be easier on my family. But how often do ppl die from that? How high does it have to be? Etc. kind of a rambling really, sorry for this. I'm at peace with SN, just feel the worst about who may find me, blue in the face.
Falling sounds so simple and could look different to purposeful. Idk.
Thanks for listening if you caught this.