I have sn but I'm not sure if it will really kill me or not, I'm afraid of failing and surviving in a worse condition. If I was sure it would kill me I would take it without hesitation but I'm not sure because I don't know for sure if the sn really is pure enough to kill me, I'm not sure if I can take that risk. The purity should be at least 95% to be lethal at least from what I read. Even if BO says the purity is 98% I don't know how true it is. I don't know why I doubt sn so much, maybe because I want to be certain I die. The aquarium tests and blood test aren't very reliable either, they don't say much.
A different option is drowning, it's not a peaceful death but I think it's a more certain death. I would rather die from sn but because I doubt sn so much I thought about drowning. What do you think about these methods?
A different option is drowning, it's not a peaceful death but I think it's a more certain death. I would rather die from sn but because I doubt sn so much I thought about drowning. What do you think about these methods?
