SN one week ago

[Blackrose23]

I took a sip of SN a week ago. I don't know if it was a suicide attempt it was more of an impulse then anything else. To be honest I feel ambivalent about suicide and I'm not sure I'm ready to go. Although I deal with trauma and pain everyday.

I felt weird after taking it but the next day I felt normal. It's been a week now and tonight I started to feel sick and not like myself. I got a headache and nauseated. The headache didn't go away until I threw up. Then I got abnormally cold. I'm still feeling a drowsy. I didn't do any self harm or suicide attempts tonight but could this be an effect from what I did last week.

I know this is really pathetic and I'm scared to go. I don't know if I'm over worrying or if this is serious. I don't want to die but at the same time sometimes I don't know if I want to live either. I just feel life is a series of endless pain and disappointments and there's only one way out. I know I need help but I'm so bad at getting the help I really need.

 

[Someone123]

This could be from the SN, but it doens't seem like it could kill you at this point. It is best not to play around with Sn until you're ready to ctb, if you choose that path.

 

[lostmyacc]

A sip of SN could be nearly 50% or more of a potentially lethal dose. It's bound to have some effects, it's extremely toxic to the point where you can turn blue.
I don't think it's pathetic to be scared to go, most people on this forum are scared to go, the ones who aren't i would suggest have just indifference to it at best, i highly doubt it's possible for people to be at the stage where they're happy and signing at the thought of their body shutting down. I know I will be extremely said it come to this.
I would advise drinking lots of water. Regaining electrolytes trying to flush your system out with lot's of fibre. I would suggest also having showers more often then normal to flush the toxins out.
If symptoms persist i would suggest going to ER and tell them you took SN few days ago (lie about the time to say it was sooner then the week +) and that you're feeling rough.
They maybe able to give you methylene blue this is a powerful antidote to SN.

 

[Someone123]

A sip of SN could be nearly 50% or more of a potentially lethal dose. It's bound to have some effects, it's extremely toxic to the point where you can turn blue.
I don't think it's pathetic to be scared to go, most people on this forum are scared to go, the ones who aren't i would suggest have just indifference to it at best, i highly doubt it's possible for people to be at the stage where they're happy and signing at the thought of their body shutting down. I know I will be extremely said it come to this.
I would advise drinking lots of water. Regaining electrolytes trying to flush your system out with lot's of fibre. I would suggest also having showers more often then normal to flush the toxins out.
If symptoms persist i would suggest going to ER and tell them you took SN few days ago (lie about the time to say it was sooner then the week +) and that you're feeling rough.
They maybe able to give you methylene blue this is a powerful antidote to SN.

I agree iwth a lot of this but keep in mind that if you tell them you took SN, depending on where you live, you may be subject to an involuntary hospitalization during which they try to force you to take anitidepressants that likely won't help. If you are suddenly in the hospital for this for five days or a week could this result in a job loss? It seems nearly impossibl to kill you so much later from such a small dose. It's a big risk to go to a hospital and tell them what you did- you'll likely be forced to throw out the Sn you have and you may not be able to get this again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are in this situation, it sounds so horrible having all those symptoms, I hope that you are able to find relief from this. I know that it can be hard to carry on when you suffer so much. Living really is so painful and tiring. I wish you relief from your pain in whatever you do.

 

[Cathy Ames]

I don't think it is very likely that today's symptoms are from the SN unless there is something very unusual going on. That whole combination of stuff sounds an awful lot like a migraine (feeling weird beforehand, a bad headache that goes away after vomiting, and fatigue afterwards).

Maybe do some light googling and see if it fits. Here is one thing with some info.

Migraine - Symptoms and causes

www.mayoclinic.org

 

[SofterSoftest]

OP, I strongly recommend you see a doctor about your symptoms. Of course, I more than understand the fear of letting healthcare professionals know you took a sip of SN, but you could say that you (or people you live with) have a hobby curing meat, and that the mix you used to cure your meat might have accidentally contained too much SN. You didn't take a lot of SN, so this is a very credible explanation.

Your symptoms could be nothing at all, but given some of the ways that SN can especially impact kidney function, and the reality that kidney failure is often asymptomatic at first, I'm worried that you might need some help. Acute renal failure is often very treatable (and easy to treat), but if you leave it untreated, it can become permanent.

 

[london3]

I took a sip of SN a week ago. I don't know if it was a suicide attempt it was more of an impulse then anything else. To be honest I feel ambivalent about suicide and I'm not sure I'm ready to go. Although I deal with trauma and pain everyday.

I felt weird after taking it but the next day I felt normal. It's been a week now and tonight I started to feel sick and not like myself. I got a headache and nauseated. The headache didn't go away until I threw up. Then I got abnormally cold. I'm still feeling a drowsy. I didn't do any self harm or suicide attempts tonight but could this be an effect from what I did last week.

I know this is really pathetic and I'm scared to go. I don't know if I'm over worrying or if this is serious. I don't want to die but at the same time sometimes I don't know if I want to live either. I just feel life is a series of endless pain and disappointments and there's only one way out. I know I need help but I'm so bad at getting the help I really need.

See the doctor and try and get help

SN is no joke and you must not do trial and error with it as it is very deadly.

I hope you get the help you need