SN method help please

[VickyJust]

Hi all,

I was planning to do a few days back, but was too afraid to do it as I don;t know if the following plan works:

I don;t have a good antiemetic nor a dopamine blocker. Only what I could get for motion sickness.

I have two 2lb of SN(NaNO_2) from amazon .I have a weight scale and tagamet. I have clonazapeam around 20 mg in total and escitalopram with me. I have stimulants with me too. I weigh around 130 pounds. I have fever medicines with me.

My parents return tomorrow morning, so I have another 11 hours.

I am so weak that I was unable to fast. THe last time I ate a lot was 5 hours ago. My plan presently is take the motion sickness tablets now and then have Sn in 5 hours and switch off the phone and take the clonozapeam like 5mg half hour before SN and take the fever medications as needed if I feel too much pain. Would I have died before my parents came. I have beeen postpoing doing this thing for 4 days now and feel I have to do it now, else I am going to be miserable once my parents arrive. I posted in megathread. No help there so far.

Could someone pleas help me and give suggestions

 

[jgm63]

As discussed in chat window, sent you a PM....

 

[VickyJust]

Thank you so much @jgm63 .

 

[jgm63]

The V in your profile name and the little circle underneath makes it look like you won a medal....

If you decide to proceed, then I wish you a safe journey ahead, on to somewhere beautiful.....

 

[VickyJust]

Hey! I shall try to illustrate my case so that if anyone in the future might have some reference.

I have put two meclizine tablets 25 mg each 10 mins ago. Now I am measuring the SN. Atleast my education seems to be helpful here. First I measure the plastic cup and then I put SN and see it comes to 20g + weight of plastic cup. After doing the measurement I plan to have extra SN ready to take if I vomit. I also would take Tagamet 1 200 mg tablet in 15 mins and clonazapaem 2 mg together and then after 30 mins take SN. I shall try to post as much as possible my experiences
Does this sound right. 20g seems to be very little. I am using a small plastic party cup and it filled like 1/10 th of the cup. My scale reads 23g

 

[jgm63]

Thanks for the update.

Remember of course that you're always free to change your mind.....

 

[ashwin]

sad to see life made u reach this point.. u r not alone hugs

 

[VickyJust]

I took the tagamet and clonazapeam 1.35 mg and now gonna chug the SN. Sad but also relieved if I am finally able to die

 

[Deleted member 14177]

Wishing you peace

 

[LMLN]

So sorry to see you go, I wish there was another way you could see.
Peace and love to you whatever you decide. You can change your mind!
❤

 

[jgm63]

If you choose to go ahead then wishing you safe travels to a better place

 

[jgm63]

It seems as though you went ahead....

Wishing you safe onward travels

 

[LastRide]

I hope everything went smoothly and that your last moments were not distressful....wishing you eternal peace

 

[MsMaudlin]

Sending you ❤