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Jean4

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Please post. We are here for you and are also learning from you. Sending you love.
 
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Berlin76

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@peaceminusbts must have slipped; they are taking domperidone. Still I don't find any recommendation for anything beyond 48 hour regimen and any doses beyond that would be eliminated. Most here including @peaceminusbts are taking 48 hour doses plus stat at the end.


Meto crosses the bloodstream to the brain it shuts off the reflexes by the receptors in the brain. I failled with N because of domperidon still gaging.

This does not say it willl by everyone.
So now back here and start again search for N.
 
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peaceminusbts

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Sep 12, 2019
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So you're not drinking any alcohol I take it?
No I don't think so.
Will you try to put the sn in capsules to avoid the Salty taste or will you just gulp the entire mixture?
Good luck and hopefully I can follow you soon after as I am planning to use sn again
I'll gulp it down with 100ml of water but I'll eat a little bit of honey or drink a little bit of alcohol beforehand to mask the taste.

Update: I took my third dose of domperidone and am about to take the fourth one in a few minutes. I also changed my schedule a little bit. I'll take the sn 45min after my last dose of domperidone and the acid reducer 30min before the sn. If you have any recommendations or ideas or if you see something that can be improved please tell me! I don't want to fail.

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Meto crosses the bloodstream to the brain it shuts off the reflexes by the receptors in the brain. I failled with N because of domperidon still gaging.

This does not say it willl by everyone.
So now back here and start again search for N.
How long was your domperidone regime? 48h? 72h?

Update:
These are the reasons why I could see myself failing:
1. I'm using domperidone instead of meto
2. Even though I did the purity test. It still might not be pure enough
3. SI kicking in
4. A family member could find me because I'm doing it while they're asleep. I know this is not ideal but it's my only option
5. Puking
 
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Berlin76

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No I don't think so.

I'll gulp it down with 100ml of water but I'll eat a little bit of honey or drink a little bit of alcohol beforehand to mask the taste.

Update: I took my third dose of domperidone and am about to take the fourth one in a few minutes. I also changed my schedule a little bit. I'll take the sn 45min after my last dose of domperidone and the acid reducer 30min before the sn. If you have any recommendations or ideas or if you see something that can be improved please tell me! I don't want to fail.

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How long was your domperidone regime? 48h? 72h?

Update:
These are the reasons why I could see myself failing:
1. I'm using domperidone instead of meto
2. Even though I did the purity test. It still might not be pure enough
3. SI kicking in
4. A family member could find me because I'm doing it while they're asleep. I know this is not ideal but it's my only option
5. Puking

I was on regime for 2 days but was eventually 2.5 and state dose 40mg at once.

I was sitting ready and not scared at all.
But pored in the nembutal and mixed it witg syrup. When i tasted it started to gage. So had to stop. Directly knew if u would try to drink it totally i would vomit.

It was like domperidon did not work still had normal reflexes
 
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Jun 18, 2019
331
I'm watching this thread with hope and fear and doubts at the same time. Sorry @peaceminusbts that i have nothing more to add, other than sending some love. You are not alone in this my friend.
 
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peaceminusbts

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Sep 12, 2019
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Update: I will stop eating earlier because I feel like I ate too much already. I hope this won't be a problem later. I will prepare a second batch of sn later on before consuming the first one in case I will vomit. I also increased the stat dose from 30mg to 40mg.

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JAG_78

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Feb 10, 2019
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Thank you for this.
Thank you for this.
I mean't thank you for the information and for incites on your method and journey. Sending best wishes.
 
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Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
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Must be tough what you're going through and I respect your courage. I hope you can find the peace you seek.
 
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peaceminusbts

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Sep 12, 2019
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Update: I took my fifth dose of 10mg domperidone. I will take the stat dose in 8h. I plan on taking a walk later to try and compensate for the breakfast and lunch I ate (before the fasting) today. I don't recommend eating too much on your second day. I hope the 10h fasting will be enough.
 
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peaceminusbts

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Sep 12, 2019
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Update: I just took my stat dose. I will self ban myself before taking it. Goodbye friends. I hope this will be my first and last goodbye.
 
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Bagger

Bagger

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Jun 18, 2019
331
Hoped for more details of later stages tbh but its your choice man, and i respect it 100%. LOVE :heart:
 
DeathImminent

DeathImminent

Experienced
Aug 9, 2019
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goodbye friend you are not the only one who is going this way today
 
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Jen0804

Gone
Feb 24, 2019
261
Sending you love

Rest now.....we are thinking of you
 
Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

Specialist
Sep 22, 2018
330
Hoped for more details of later stages tbh but its your choice man, and i respect it 100%. LOVE :heart:
I wonder why people don't stay on to document the whole thing for educational purposes. I'm going to stay on til its over.
 
Blackjack

Blackjack

I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
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I wonder why people don't stay on to document the whole thing for educational purposes. I'm going to stay on til its over.

Probably because they are deleting their evidence of being on this site before they go.
 
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Bagger

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Jun 18, 2019
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I wonder why people don't stay on to document the whole thing for educational purposes. I'm going to stay on til its over.

Because they don't want, maybe. I respect their choice, it is hard enough to actually take SN. I was in the same spot, but there are things i didn't know about who has emerge when i was on the serious edge. SI is really strange stuff.. I send love and acceptance :heart: for whatever this man has decided, it is his life, and it is his decision. I was thinking the same, but i wanted to logoff... Hard to post to the end.. Emergency services can get here and read all our stuff..
 
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fastlife

fastlife

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Jan 21, 2022
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safe travels:heart:


did he 48hour regime domperidone?
 

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