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NoahJuan

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Mar 5, 2022
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exactly what the post says. anyone want to help me pick a date to make this happen? or more importantly anyone want to suggest a platform?
 
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Riddle

Riddle

Student
Mar 25, 2022
124
I'm not going to pick a date most likely, I have a timeframe but I am going to wait until I have a really down day. It will make the decision easier to stomach

I don't have any advice for the second part of your post, but are you sure that is what you want to do that? If you still have family I would suggest against it but if not then hook me with that link 👍
 
miserableforever

miserableforever

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2020
488
No one can or should pick a date for you. That seems wrong.
It's your life and your choice.
 
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LifeHasNoOptIn

Worst Life Ever
Mar 31, 2022
208
As for the date, I will echo the comments above that it is strictly a you decision. As far as platform, obviously it will be against TOS of pretty much any mainstream platform I know of. That being said, they aren't exactly known for reacting quickly so you could probably get away with it on Twitch or Discord till they received a complaint for breach of TOS. However, it would likely be after the fact and would be pretty irrelevant to be banned from a platform after CTB as the stream would be out there and could be copied before the VOD likely would be taken down. There are no doubt other options, but these are the 2 I'm most familiar with and setup for both is amazingly easy, and having watched Twitch for ages I know they are notoriously slow to react to much of anything short of a massive report to bring their attention to it.
 
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sharky

sharky

Lost
Dec 15, 2021
283
Im very interested in this. Nobody can pick a date for you, but if you are open to suggestions why not 4/20.
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
Pain isn't always visible from the outside...
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Based on many posts SN is painless some of the time and painful some of the time, so even if your ctb appears painless this wouldn't change what has been posted by so many other people.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Its not 100% maybe 4/10. Its a second golden ticket ,the first is N
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
I's be fascinated to what someone live stream SN or N but honestly could make my peace with encouraging it. Its not necessarily wrong to stream it (with the right precautions made) because it documents a very significant event and is useful. It's not something you can really involve anyone else in though because the legal ramifications are too high. Not to mention the impact it can have on them emotionally. I think back the Randy and Schlevan doing it and their thread being manned by another member. It was pretty apparent that member found found themselves out of their depths as the thread died an early death. I didn't see the stream or know if it even went ahead. I just remember everyone demanding updates like they were owed it. It was quite distasteful and unfair. The thread fid eventually get updated and they appeared to have passed peacefully (N) but I don't recall seeing much of the onlooker since then.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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I've heard sn is the most painful thing EVER
Certain goodbye threads, such as @Cheers, seem to show differently- she posted every few minutes up until the end, so it varies by the case. She was diligent in following the protocol as much as she could, though she didn't have meto.
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
Personally. Based on its mode of action and the goodbye threads I've seen I can't say I think SN is painless or peaceful. Its just cheap, reliable (done 'right') and pretty quick.
Certain goodbye threads, such as @Cheers, seem to show differently- she posted every few minutes up until the end, so it varies by the case. She was diligent in following the protocol as much as she could, though she didn't have meto.
As you mentioned it I figured I'll post the link here for people to look at.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/catching-that-bus-sn.76216/post-1372693
 
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NoahJuan

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No2 ions, methomoglobenimia and i are old friends. Yes it can cause mild stomach upset and a slight to modearate headache, but honrstly nothing worse than you might get from drinking hard liqour. It's literally no worse than getting shit faced on cheap vodka.

And i intend to prove it with video.

Coming soon. Just put my order in with de.

Still trying to figure out the safest platform to stream it on. Leaning towards doing something simple, like twitch over tor. Safe but will lag bad. .. any suggestions?
 
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its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
No2 ions, methomoglobenimia and i are old friends. Yes it can cause mild stomach upset and a slight to modearate headache, but honrstly nothing worse than you might get from drinking hard liqour. It's literally no worse than getting shit faced on cheap vodka.

And i intend to prove it with video.

Coming soon. Just put my order in with de.

Still trying to figure out the safest platform to stream it on. Leaning towards doing something simple, like twitch over tor. Safe but will lag bad. .. any suggestions?
You could do Zoom and post the invite link wherever you intend to post it. Nobody's monitoring zoom calls (as they do on twitch, YouTube, etc) and you could arrange for someone to screen record it.
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
No2 ions, methomoglobenimia and i are old friends. Yes it can cause mild stomach upset and a slight to modearate headache, but honrstly nothing worse than you might get from drinking hard liqour. It's literally no worse than getting shit faced on cheap vodka.

And i intend to prove it with video.

Coming soon. Just put my order in with de.

Still trying to figure out the safest platform to stream it on. Leaning towards doing something simple, like twitch over tor. Safe but will lag bad. .. any suggestions?
Interesting
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
Its not 100% maybe 4/10. Its a second golden ticket ,the first is N
PPH has SN at 7/10 on the painless scale, with an overall score of 76% peaceful.
 
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NoahJuan

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Mar 5, 2022
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Have you drank SN before? Seems as though you have.
No, not specifically *sodium* nitrite. Other nastier nitrite salts and i are old friends, tho.
 
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