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wishingdeath

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Oct 24, 2023
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I've been trying for ages to find a way to get SN but the UK is so regulated. Has anyone managed this?
Happy to pm
 
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Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
291
I've been trying for ages to find a way to get SN but the UK is so regulated. Has anyone managed this?
Happy to pm
Yes theres b&m sn on eBay
 
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RinneOfAragon

Specialist
Jan 2, 2025
301
Please can someone give me hints or pm me on the B&M source. I'm in desperate need. 🙏
 
ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Yeah I've already got them but I just wanted people to find me in a better way you know?

ive only seen 0.6%
True. That's the reason why i don't want to try fsh
 
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discernment

Student
Aug 11, 2026
107
it's really really hard to source SN in this country 🥺 so frustrating
 
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wishingdeath

Member
Oct 24, 2023
50
it's really really hard to source SN in this country 🥺 so frustrating
I hate it so much. I've been trying to look into alternatives that are easier to get
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
I hate it so much. I've been trying to look into alternatives that are easier to get
When i was in UK, i literally couldn't think of anything except using rope, or train track or drowning.
I failed at using rope..
I don't have enough guts to lie down on train track as one may end up alive with handicapped body
I didn't have any water body near me that was not being monitored so i couldn't contemplate this
 
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wishingdeath

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Oct 24, 2023
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When i was in UK, i literally couldn't think of anything except using rope, or train track or drowning.
I failed at using rope..
I don't have enough guts to lie down on train track as one may end up alive with handicapped body
I didn't have any water body near me that was not being monitored so i couldn't contemplate this
My friend passed on tracks so knowing the devastation it caused I couldn't do that personally. Drowning feels complicated and uncomfortable / risky. I was found with a rope, so get to live knowing how traumatised that person was. Thats why im so desperate for sn or alike, I don't want to traumatise people like that, but they seem to leave us with no other option.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
My friend passed on tracks so knowing the devastation it caused I couldn't do that personally. Drowning feels complicated and uncomfortable / risky. I was found with a rope, so get to live knowing how traumatised that person was. Thats why im so desperate for sn or alike, I don't want to traumatise people like that, but they seem to leave us with no other option.
Seriously, that's such a blocker. It feels like hands are handcuffed when it comes to planning ctb. I wish procuring N was easy. How about CO? If you don't have a fire alarm in your residence, that may work out in a small space.
In my room in the UK, there was a fire alarm, so I couldn't even use vape in the room
 
Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
291
Yeah I've already got them but I just wanted people to find me in a better way you know?

ive only seen 0.6%
B&m sn is not called SN so your probably searching for a wrong thing its called something else because it has a different purpose but has 98+% SN
 
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wishingdeath

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Oct 24, 2023
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Seriously, that's such a blocker. It feels like hands are handcuffed when it comes to planning ctb. I wish procuring N was easy. How about CO? If you don't have a fire alarm in your residence, that may work out in a small space.
In my room in the UK, there was a fire alarm, so I couldn't even use vape in the room
Yeah, fire alarms in here :/
B&m sn is not called SN so your probably searching for a wrong thing its called something else because it has a different purpose but has 98+% SN
Okay this might help thank you!
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Still searching for SN currently😒😒
Me too. I'm not able to narrow down on any legit source . It has become so difficult to find a legit source.
May be try connecting with other folks from UK who are looking at SN method, may be, that can get you a legit source..
 
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metfan647

Specialist
Jun 12, 2025
348
Very difficult to source in the UK. If you worked in some meat prep factory, that'd probably be your best bet. That'd involve stealing though and I'm not condoning that.

If you setup your own home-based company on paper (website/Companies House) for meat preparation you'd have a legitimate reason to transact with UK-based wholesalers. They'd only sell in bulk though and may be dubious to deal with someone new on the scene unless your company looks credible.

A lot of effort and spending needed but doable.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Very difficult to source in the UK. If you worked in some meat prep factory, that'd probably be your best bet. That'd involve stealing though and I'm not condoning that.

If you setup your own home-based company on paper (website/Companies House) for meat preparation you'd have a legitimate reason to transact with UK-based wholesalers. They'd only sell in bulk though and may be dubious to deal with someone new on the scene unless your company looks credible.

A lot of effort and spending needed but doable.
That's an interesting idea atleast from theory perspective. Can be difficult to implement on ground.
 
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metfan647

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Jun 12, 2025
348
That's an interesting idea atleast from theory perspective. Can be difficult to implement on ground.

Getting a job / contact within an environment where SN is available would indeed be very tough.

Setting up a company is actually very easy. Can be done via Companies House in minutes but requires ID verification etc. A website with the use of AI is done pretty easily too.

But sure - it's all a lot of work and expenditure.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Getting a job / contact within an environment where SN is available would indeed be very tough.

Setting up a company is actually very easy. Can be done via Companies House in minutes but requires ID verification etc. A website with the use of AI is done pretty easily too.

But sure - it's all a lot of work and expenditure.
Yes, AI can create amazingly professional and beautiful websites within minutes. I created a 3D portfolio website just for testing what it can do.
I asked it to create a html+css+javascript based website to do tarot reading 😂 and the output was astonishing, a very very beautiful website.. i don't care about the accuracy of the tarot reading by that, but the presentation was too good.

Yeah, the work and expenditure are some hindrances to achieve the goal.

I wish there was some corrupt vet, who could sell his soul for money😂 I'm happy to bribe a vet with good money if he can give me sufficient amount of pure N
 
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metfan647

Specialist
Jun 12, 2025
348
Yes, AI can create amazingly professional and beautiful websites within minutes. I created a 3D portfolio website just for testing what it can do.
I asked it to create a html+css+javascript based website to do tarot reading 😂 and the output was astonishing, a very very beautiful website.. i don't care about the accuracy of the tarot reading by that, but the presentation was too good.

Yeah, the work and expenditure are some hindrances to achieve the goal.

I wish there was some corrupt vet, who could sell his soul for money😂 I'm happy to bribe a vet with good money if he can give me sufficient amount of pure N
Uff a corruptible vet. Not implausible.
 
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knux

Member
Nov 11, 2020
56
Been searching for so long...nothing. I'm so unhappy and miserable. Nobody should have to live like that.

If ANYBODY has any info on how to source it here, please reach out.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Uff a corruptible vet. Not implausible.
Yeah, but difficult to find.
I can only imagine bribing a vet. I can write my will on his name😂 if he can help me with ctb
Been searching for so long...nothing. I'm so unhappy and miserable. Nobody should have to live like that.

If ANYBODY has any info on how to source it here, please reach out.
I'm so sorry that you've to go through this..
SN is nearly impossible to source and has a high chance of getting scammed. So, it's good to look for another method that can prove helpful.
 
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imagonner

Student
Aug 9, 2026
112
take a brief holiday to a country in europe outside of eu, that doesnt regulate sale of sn to private individuals (if such a country exists)...
 
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hughmun9

Experienced
Feb 22, 2023
224
I got SN in the UK via MIC
 
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hughmun9

Experienced
Feb 22, 2023
224
unfortunately, a lot of users in uk report that sn got intercepted by customs and they got police visit
maybe they didn't ask the seller to mislabel the sn?
 
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discernment

Student
Aug 11, 2026
107
I'm considering ordering from there but i'm very concerned about it being picked up at customs. A random welfare check where I have to justify the purchase is the last thing I need lol
 

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