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xrafinha

xrafinha

Member
Mar 29, 2021
87
So I have brought a bottle of SN. Super easy where I live btw (BR). Just ordered it last thursday and it came in just now

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Coasted me R$ 30 + R$ 30 for delivery.

Now I can kill myself whanever I please.

I could do it tomorrow if I wanted, and thats wierd and at the same time relaxing feeling. Probably gonna test it just before the did is done tho.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,387
It must be a relief knowing you can go at any time. If you do choose this option then I hope you find the peace we all deserve.
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
Please remove the photo or erase the seller "name"
to protect the sources
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
@UKscotty . Do what you want. But I think that we are talking way too much about the sources currently.
Some times ago, it was not like that. And ppl had to do some researches themselves and I was finding that good because, it requires patience and avoid somehow the impulsivity. It is a pro-choice site where ppl needs to fully and conscientiously take this decision.
Sorry if this is a little rude. But it is what I think right now.
Before Ama**n was named A for example....
 
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natali4

natali4

Student
May 24, 2021
147
Good luck! I hope you find peace in whatever decision you make. I understand how it feels to know you have a choice to exit this life.

I bought SN too. Got delivered yesterday. But failed to get metoclopramide. I tried lying to my doctor but it didn't work. Can I still take SN? or is it a waste?
 
xrafinha

xrafinha

Member
Mar 29, 2021
87
Good luck! I hope you find peace in whatever decision you make. I understand how it feels to know you have a choice to exit this life.

I bought SN too. Got delivered yesterday. But failed to get metoclopramide. I tried lying to my doctor but it didn't work. Can I still take SN? or is it a waste?
For what I understand that stuff makes you wanna vomit badly, so I guess the regimen should be respected, but I think domperidone works just the same, and here it can be brought over the counter, so pretty easy to achieve the goal.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,449
@UKscotty . Do what you want. But I think that we are talking way too much about the sources currently.
Some times ago, it was not like that. And ppl had to do some researches themselves and I was finding that good because, it requires patience and avoid somehow the impulsivity. It is a pro-choice site where ppl needs to fully and conscientiously take this decision.
Sorry if this is a little rude. But it is what I think right now.
Before Ama**n was named A for example....
If amazon cared they would have removed it. They are not going to ban ropes, knives, medicines, sulfur mix or any of the 101 other ways to kill yourself. SN is legal in most places, I don't get why some people treat it like some brand new top secret. Its used in restaurants and other food places the world over.
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
@UKscotty . Do what you want. But I think that we are talking way too much about the sources currently.
Some times ago, it was not like that. And ppl had to do some researches themselves and I was finding that good because, it requires patience and avoid somehow the impulsivity. It is a pro-choice site where ppl needs to fully and conscientiously take this decision.
Sorry if this is a little rude. But it is what I think right now.
Before Ama**n was named A for example....

people post sources names out openly for one reason, too fuck it up for others. Its 100% on purpose as their is no point or need to do it. like you said it never used to be like that, it especially started last year and it seems its still around now, along with the obviously under age people that are still here posting other bolox

people complain about it being harder to source and this is unfortunate for the ones who want help and are legit. i think it is wise not to give out sources as things have not changed from when i was on here last year. all that has happened is their are less sources and stuffs harder to get!! people need to realise that not everyone being nice is legit and want you to give out the info for ulterior motives.
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
tbm sou brasileiro
 
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Catlovergirl

Catlovergirl

Shan32- Suicide is only for the brave.
Oct 24, 2020
67
So I have brought a bottle of SN. Super easy where I live btw (BR). Just ordered it last thursday and it came in just now

View attachment 69082

Coasted me R$ 30 + R$ 30 for delivery.

Now I can kill myself whanever I please.

I could do it tomorrow if I wanted, and thats wierd and at the same time relaxing feeling. Probably gonna test it just before the did is done tho.
Exactly how I'll feel when I get mine ordered very soon as well as where I stay.
 
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Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
It's a surreal feeling to finally have something that can relatively peacefully take you out.
And its good for three years so I've heard so there's no rush...
 
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natali4

natali4

Student
May 24, 2021
147
For what I understand that stuff makes you wanna vomit badly, so I guess the regimen should be respected, but I think domperidone works just the same, and here it can be brought over the counter, so pretty easy to achieve the goal.
Thanks, yes I am worried about vomiting it all out. Unfortunately domperidone is not available otc in US. I think I have to give up the idea of using SN
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
If amazon cared they would have removed it. They are not going to ban ropes, knives, medicines, sulfur mix or any of the 101 other ways to kill yourself. SN is legal in most places, I don't get why some people treat it like some brand new top secret. Its used in restaurants and other food places the world over.
Because Pro-life groups and their lobbyists in government are slowly removing the listings off A by messaging the company or seller and pressuring them to remove it. A popular SN drug was discontinued off A and their main website due to this pressure. We try to minimize naming sources because pro-life groups and their ilk monitor this site for this information.

Finding pure SN 96% or higher is getting harder and harder. The available SN used in food is pink prague powder which has other ingredients and only 6 to 35% SN. Most lab-grade SN is behind a pay wall or need proof of business to obtain.
 
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Sullun

Member
Jul 5, 2020
74
So I have brought a bottle of SN. Super easy where I live btw (BR). Just ordered it last thursday and it came in just now

View attachment 69082

Coasted me R$ 30 + R$ 30 for delivery.

Now I can kill myself whanever I please.

I could do it tomorrow if I wanted, and thats wierd and at the same time relaxing feeling. Probably gonna test it just before the did is done tho.
Well done you! I hope just having it available brings some comfort, and should you decide to ctb I hope it works for you. I'm desperate to get hold of this but really struggling where I live (UK) and I'm beginning to think it's now virtually impossible.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Woah! I wonder how I'll feel if I finally had the SN with me.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!!!

Hugs,

Matt
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

l
Dec 18, 2019
1,546
Thanks, yes I am worried about vomiting it all out. Unfortunately domperidone is not available otc in US. I think I have to give up the idea of using SN
I have a source for Meto online that doesn't require a prescription. I've ordered from them before with no complications. Since you are a new user you need a couple more posts on the forum in order to receive private messages, but once you have enough posts message me and I'll be happy to share my source with you. :)
 
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Curiousoutlook

Curiousoutlook

Born Alone, Die Alone.
May 9, 2021
84
Thanks, yes I am worried about vomiting it all out. Unfortunately domperidone is not available otc in US. I think I have to give up the idea of using SN
If you're in the US, I have a source for meto and proparanolol
 
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natali4

Student
May 24, 2021
147
I have a source for Meto online that doesn't require a prescription. I've ordered from them before with no complications. Since you are a new user you need a couple more posts on the forum in order to receive private messages, but once you have enough posts message me and I'll be happy to share my source with you. :)
Thank you so much :) I will!
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
If it says FOOD GRADE is that ok? It says 99% could that be bullshit?
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
food grade isn't anywhere near that % from what i remember. could it be labelled food grade to disguise what it really is?
 
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Canon1

Student
Dec 2, 2019
184
Once you have the sn you always feel like ok one day I will go anyway.
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
people post sources names out openly for one reason, too fuck it up for others. Its 100% on purpose as their is no point or need to do it. like you said it never used to be like that, it especially started last year and it seems its still around now, along with the obviously under age people that are still here posting other bolox

people complain about it being harder to source and this is unfortunate for the ones who want help and are legit. i think it is wise not to give out sources as things have not changed from when i was on here last year. all that has happened is their are less sources and stuffs harder to get!! people need to realise that not everyone being nice is legit and want you to give out the info for ulterior motives.
There's definitely sharks, some of whom I can name, trying to swallow us smaller fish in the sea of SS.
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
So I have brought a bottle of SN. Super easy where I live btw (BR). Just ordered it last thursday and it came in just now

View attachment 69082

Coasted me R$ 30 + R$ 30 for delivery.

Now I can kill myself whanever I please.

I could do it tomorrow if I wanted, and thats wierd and at the same time relaxing feeling. Probably gonna test it just before the did is done tho.
Please test it
 
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xrafinha

xrafinha

Member
Mar 29, 2021
87
If it says FOOD GRADE is that ok? It says 99% could that be bullshit?
It's not 99%, its 97,% (as it's says in the corner of the bottle), and it also came with a report from a lab.

In any case i'll test it before I do anything with it...
 

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