Method Sn in 3 hours

[Thinkerover]

Reached to a point where ctb seems most helpful for myself and people around me.

I have had a hard life so far and I don't believe anything gets better with time, we just forget what happened and something new comes up to distract us. I am doing great in my job for my age, driving a fancy car, using the best phone and gadgets, got good clothes to wear and enough in my bank account to afford a comfortable life for years to come, but none of this really makes me happy.

12 noon today is when my bus arrives. About 3 hours from now. Got meto and sn ready. I hope for a peaceful exit.

if I am not online after 12 hours, please delete my account for me. In case of failure I will be here to share my experience.

11am, just had painkillers. Will hop in for a quick shower. Meto soon.
Feeling peaceful and happy. No thoughts of aborting the plan.

listening to happy sad songs like this onehttps://youtu.be/uiIuz-vv5-Y
Long gone by Six60

I feel ready, sn in 5 minutes. Got my drink ready, water feels cold after mixing sn. Weird observation.

Drank sn. No thoughts of turning back. Feeling very peaceful and relaxed. big thanks for everyone here.

 

[clocktower]

sending you love, i hope you have a peaceful journey.

 

[Samsa]

May you find real happiness and fulfillment!

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

Good luck with finding peace. I'll hopefully be finding mine tomorrow night as well.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

You lucky brave soul. I wish I could end it. May you be at peace

 

[TowerUpright]

There's no shame in changing your mind, you have second thoughts.

But, if this is the path you are going, be at peace.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Good luck and rest well

 

[Living sucks]

How are you? It's ok to rethink still have an hour

 

[mx5nb3]

Reached to a point where ctb seems most helpful for myself and people around me.

I have had a hard life so far and I don't believe anything gets better with time, we just forget what happened and something new comes up to distract us. I am doing great in my job for my age, driving a fancy car, using the best phone and gadgets, got good clothes to wear and enough in my bank account to afford a comfortable life for years to come, but none of this really makes me happy.

12 noon today is when my bus arrives. About 3 hours from now. Got meto and sn ready. I hope for a peaceful exit.

if I am not online after 12 hours, please delete my account for me. In case of failure I will be here to share my experience.

11am, just had painkillers. Will hop in for a quick shower. Meto soon.
Feeling peaceful and happy. No thoughts of aborting the plan.

Peace and love! Hope your journey goes well

 

[Brackenshire]

A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

 

[TotallyIsolated]

Safe journey. I hope you find peace.

 

[Tripz7]

Safe journey. Whether you leave or stay, sending hugs.

 

[Living sucks]

Didn't realize he was updating his OP as he went thru his steps. :(

 

[Brackenshire]

Sweet dreams

 

[AlreadyGone]

I hope you found peace

 

[Freetodie]

I'm sorry you weren't happy with your life. Rest easy my friend

 

[bruisedbutbrave]

You're a brave warrior. You've fought hard and I'm happy you've made it this far. I hope you're at peace now, wherever that may be <3

 

[FadingAway]

May your journey be peaceful

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

rip :(

 

[FriendofDeath]

Hoping you are at peace, wherever you are. Love and light sent your way! Rest easy.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Rest peacefully...

 

[MeriDeath]

Rip, sorry I missed you