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Serio

Serio

Member
Feb 24, 2020
84
I'm so tired my SN should be coming in early I am not able to get any dopamine blockers (or whatever they are called though) Bc prescriptions are needed for all of them so anyways how likely is SN to work if ur unable to use something like that to avoid throwing up? Anyone know I read Stans guide but I still couldn't find rlly an answer to my question. Concern is puking then it failing entirely Bc I'll puke it all up or something is it possible that even if I do puke it will still work? Or different ways to help avoid puking after consuming SN
 
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rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
by LetzteAusfahrt:

My SN regime is very simple

02:00 pm fasting starts (eating)
08:00 pm 600mg ibuprofen
08:00 pm fasting starts (drinking)
10:00 pm 25g SN in 50ml water

22:45 SN ingested
22:49 started a last smoke
22:50 starting to feel nauseaus
22:50 dizziness is setting in
22:51 puked a little into a plastic bag
22:52 fell over, no longer responsive to sound
22:53 tried to say something, body is convulsing
22:54 unconcious, shallow breathing
22:55 more convulsing, breathing is getting harder
22:58 barely breathing now
23:10 not breathing anymore



by Stubbe

23:55 mixing SN (25g/50ml weight: 90kg; 2 glasses) Position is a comfy chair
23:57 drank first glass in a second; taste was salty but remained calm
23:58 lit up a cigarette
23:59 feels it in throat, still able to walk (went to the sink to rinse and came back)
00:00 threw up, seems a bit in distress, threw up multiple times
Prince offers to sing, he's able to respond, Prince sings a nice lullaby
00:01 seems to be in distress, constant vomiting
00:02 says "sick", went to grab a cloth, returned abruptly with cloth, vomiting again
00:03 "my hands are tingling"
00:04 almost vomited but was able to hold it back, "my heart is beating fast"
Can communicate but obviously seems sick
00:05 "it's tingling now" "uncomfortable but doesn't hurt"
00:06 "I'm very restless"
00:07 starts shaking a bit, not able to communicate but can move his hands and head
00:08 convulsing (a bit violently for a few seconds), saliva/vomit shot out of his mouth, headphone fell off but was able to put it back to his ears - his last confirmed voluntary movement
00:09 light shaking, tries to move head
00:10 makes strange sounds but not able to speak
00:11 a few heavy convulsions but still in position, headphone on, saliva shot out again
00:11 makes sounds again, seems like he tries to speak but can't
00:12 not much movement, occasionally straightens up then falls back to chair
00:13 sounds continue
00:14 possibly unconscious (it could have happened sooner than this time)
00:15 visibly more blue now and pale
00:16 snorts continuously, might be the so called "death rattle"
00:17-20 situation is the same as above
00:19 one straightening up, and one louder sound, like a grasp for air
00:21 sounds are becoming less frequent, there are some random involuntary movements but not much (mostly mouth opening)
00:22 almost ceased movements
00:24 little sound and movement
00:25 getting near; still in the chair, mouth and eyes are open, he's obviously not there
00:26 no more sounds, sometimes moves a little bit
00:28 no more movements
I'm so tired my SN should be coming in early I am not able to get any dopamine blockers (or whatever they are called though) Bc prescriptions are needed for all of them so anyways how likely is SN to work if ur unable to use something like that to avoid throwing up? Anyone know I read Stans guide but I still couldn't find rlly an answer to my question. Concern is puking then it failing entirely Bc I'll puke it all up or something is it possible that even if I do puke it will still work? Or different ways to help avoid puking after consuming SN


All you need is SN. People take antiemetics and throw up anyway. That's why you need two drinks. It will be very hard to keep it in your stomach so it is very possible that you're going to throw up. I believe that those of us who are familiar with food poisoning are going to have a real problem with keeping SN in their stomachs.
You can try to stop swallowing your saliva. It may help with vomitting. I used to do it in the past by putting a towel between my teeth.
 
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Swampy

Swampy

Antinatalist
Mar 7, 2021
30
Having antiemetics is ideal. I bought my meto online without a prescription from a foreign pharmacy website with international shipping. Even with the fasting you would almost certainly puke without the antiemetics. But If enough of the SN is absorbed before vomiting you can still CTB. A second glass of SN should be drunk immediately after vomiting. It seems very unlikely for people to fail after the second glass.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
@Swampy
Can you please DM me the site you got the meto? I saw one, but it might be different.
 
Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
by LetzteAusfahrt:

My SN regime is very simple

02:00 pm fasting starts (eating)
08:00 pm 600mg ibuprofen
08:00 pm fasting starts (drinking)
10:00 pm 25g SN in 50ml water

22:45 SN ingested
22:49 started a last smoke
22:50 starting to feel nauseaus
22:50 dizziness is setting in
22:51 puked a little into a plastic bag
22:52 fell over, no longer responsive to sound
22:53 tried to say something, body is convulsing
22:54 unconcious, shallow breathing
22:55 more convulsing, breathing is getting harder
22:58 barely breathing now
23:10 not breathing anymore



by Stubbe

23:55 mixing SN (25g/50ml weight: 90kg; 2 glasses) Position is a comfy chair
23:57 drank first glass in a second; taste was salty but remained calm
23:58 lit up a cigarette
23:59 feels it in throat, still able to walk (went to the sink to rinse and came back)
00:00 threw up, seems a bit in distress, threw up multiple times
Prince offers to sing, he's able to respond, Prince sings a nice lullaby
00:01 seems to be in distress, constant vomiting
00:02 says "sick", went to grab a cloth, returned abruptly with cloth, vomiting again
00:03 "my hands are tingling"
00:04 almost vomited but was able to hold it back, "my heart is beating fast"
Can communicate but obviously seems sick
00:05 "it's tingling now" "uncomfortable but doesn't hurt"
00:06 "I'm very restless"
00:07 starts shaking a bit, not able to communicate but can move his hands and head
00:08 convulsing (a bit violently for a few seconds), saliva/vomit shot out of his mouth, headphone fell off but was able to put it back to his ears - his last confirmed voluntary movement
00:09 light shaking, tries to move head
00:10 makes strange sounds but not able to speak
00:11 a few heavy convulsions but still in position, headphone on, saliva shot out again
00:11 makes sounds again, seems like he tries to speak but can't
00:12 not much movement, occasionally straightens up then falls back to chair
00:13 sounds continue
00:14 possibly unconscious (it could have happened sooner than this time)
00:15 visibly more blue now and pale
00:16 snorts continuously, might be the so called "death rattle"
00:17-20 situation is the same as above
00:19 one straightening up, and one louder sound, like a grasp for air
00:21 sounds are becoming less frequent, there are some random involuntary movements but not much (mostly mouth opening)
00:22 almost ceased movements
00:24 little sound and movement
00:25 getting near; still in the chair, mouth and eyes are open, he's obviously not there
00:26 no more sounds, sometimes moves a little bit
00:28 no more movements



All you need is SN. People take antiemetics and throw up anyway. That's why you need two drinks. It will be very hard to keep it in your stomach so it is very possible that you're going to throw up. I believe that those of us who are familiar with food poisoning are going to have a real problem with keeping SN in their stomachs.
You can try to stop swallowing your saliva. It may help with vomitting. I used to do it in the past by putting a towel between my teeth.
Darn, thanks for sharing those records. Poisoning is never going to go quietly, is it?
 
rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
Darn, thanks for sharing those records. Poisoning is never going to go quietly, is it?
I don't really think any death goes quietly...
 
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Serio

Serio

Member
Feb 24, 2020
84
by LetzteAusfahrt:

My SN regime is very simple

02:00 pm fasting starts (eating)
08:00 pm 600mg ibuprofen
08:00 pm fasting starts (drinking)
10:00 pm 25g SN in 50ml water

22:45 SN ingested
22:49 started a last smoke
22:50 starting to feel nauseaus
22:50 dizziness is setting in
22:51 puked a little into a plastic bag
22:52 fell over, no longer responsive to sound
22:53 tried to say something, body is convulsing
22:54 unconcious, shallow breathing
22:55 more convulsing, breathing is getting harder
22:58 barely breathing now
23:10 not breathing anymore



by Stubbe

23:55 mixing SN (25g/50ml weight: 90kg; 2 glasses) Position is a comfy chair
23:57 drank first glass in a second; taste was salty but remained calm
23:58 lit up a cigarette
23:59 feels it in throat, still able to walk (went to the sink to rinse and came back)
00:00 threw up, seems a bit in distress, threw up multiple times
Prince offers to sing, he's able to respond, Prince sings a nice lullaby
00:01 seems to be in distress, constant vomiting
00:02 says "sick", went to grab a cloth, returned abruptly with cloth, vomiting again
00:03 "my hands are tingling"
00:04 almost vomited but was able to hold it back, "my heart is beating fast"
Can communicate but obviously seems sick
00:05 "it's tingling now" "uncomfortable but doesn't hurt"
00:06 "I'm very restless"
00:07 starts shaking a bit, not able to communicate but can move his hands and head
00:08 convulsing (a bit violently for a few seconds), saliva/vomit shot out of his mouth, headphone fell off but was able to put it back to his ears - his last confirmed voluntary movement
00:09 light shaking, tries to move head
00:10 makes strange sounds but not able to speak
00:11 a few heavy convulsions but still in position, headphone on, saliva shot out again
00:11 makes sounds again, seems like he tries to speak but can't
00:12 not much movement, occasionally straightens up then falls back to chair
00:13 sounds continue
00:14 possibly unconscious (it could have happened sooner than this time)
00:15 visibly more blue now and pale
00:16 snorts continuously, might be the so called "death rattle"
00:17-20 situation is the same as above
00:19 one straightening up, and one louder sound, like a grasp for air
00:21 sounds are becoming less frequent, there are some random involuntary movements but not much (mostly mouth opening)
00:22 almost ceased movements
00:24 little sound and movement
00:25 getting near; still in the chair, mouth and eyes are open, he's obviously not there
00:26 no more sounds, sometimes moves a little bit
00:28 no more movements



All you need is SN. People take antiemetics and throw up anyway. That's why you need two drinks. It will be very hard to keep it in your stomach so it is very possible that you're going to throw up. I believe that those of us who are familiar with food poisoning are going to have a real problem with keeping SN in their stomachs.
You can try to stop swallowing your saliva. It may help with vomitting. I used to do it in the past by putting a towel between my teeth.
Hey I'm srry I have another question when mixing sn in water does it matter what temperature rhe water is at?
 
Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
755
Hey I'm srry I have another question when mixing sn in water does it matter what temperature rhe water is at?
I believe it doesnt matter as long as the temperature is not to the extremes. However, a warm water would help dissolve the crystals faster.
 
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rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
Hey I'm srry I have another question when mixing sn in water does it matter what temperature rhe water is at?
They say lukewarm will be the best.
 
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lostless

Member
Aug 22, 2021
11
by LetzteAusfahrt:

My SN regime is very simple

02:00 pm fasting starts (eating)
08:00 pm 600mg ibuprofen
08:00 pm fasting starts (drinking)
10:00 pm 25g SN in 50ml water

22:45 SN ingested
22:49 started a last smoke
22:50 starting to feel nauseaus
22:50 dizziness is setting in
22:51 puked a little into a plastic bag
22:52 fell over, no longer responsive to sound
22:53 tried to say something, body is convulsing
22:54 unconcious, shallow breathing
22:55 more convulsing, breathing is getting harder
22:58 barely breathing now
23:10 not breathing anymore



by Stubbe

23:55 mixing SN (25g/50ml weight: 90kg; 2 glasses) Position is a comfy chair
23:57 drank first glass in a second; taste was salty but remained calm
23:58 lit up a cigarette
23:59 feels it in throat, still able to walk (went to the sink to rinse and came back)
00:00 threw up, seems a bit in distress, threw up multiple times
Prince offers to sing, he's able to respond, Prince sings a nice lullaby
00:01 seems to be in distress, constant vomiting
00:02 says "sick", went to grab a cloth, returned abruptly with cloth, vomiting again
00:03 "my hands are tingling"
00:04 almost vomited but was able to hold it back, "my heart is beating fast"
Can communicate but obviously seems sick
00:05 "it's tingling now" "uncomfortable but doesn't hurt"
00:06 "I'm very restless"
00:07 starts shaking a bit, not able to communicate but can move his hands and head
00:08 convulsing (a bit violently for a few seconds), saliva/vomit shot out of his mouth, headphone fell off but was able to put it back to his ears - his last confirmed voluntary movement
00:09 light shaking, tries to move head
00:10 makes strange sounds but not able to speak
00:11 a few heavy convulsions but still in position, headphone on, saliva shot out again
00:11 makes sounds again, seems like he tries to speak but can't
00:12 not much movement, occasionally straightens up then falls back to chair
00:13 sounds continue
00:14 possibly unconscious (it could have happened sooner than this time)
00:15 visibly more blue now and pale
00:16 snorts continuously, might be the so called "death rattle"
00:17-20 situation is the same as above
00:19 one straightening up, and one louder sound, like a grasp for air
00:21 sounds are becoming less frequent, there are some random involuntary movements but not much (mostly mouth opening)
00:22 almost ceased movements
00:24 little sound and movement
00:25 getting near; still in the chair, mouth and eyes are open, he's obviously not there
00:26 no more sounds, sometimes moves a little bit
00:28 no more movements



All you need is SN. People take antiemetics and throw up anyway. That's why you need two drinks. It will be very hard to keep it in your stomach so it is very possible that you're going to throw up. I believe that those of us who are familiar with food poisoning are going to have a real problem with keeping SN in their stomachs.
You can try to stop swallowing your saliva. It may help with vomitting. I used to do it in the past by putting a towel between my teeth.
Ohh. Do we suffocate or get hurt when taking sn?
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Visionary
May 5, 2020
2,980
I have all my pills and nitrite ready to go. Even though I have a few metoclopramide I will make a back up glass. My main glass will be 25 grams and backup glass will be 10 grams. I mean 1 gram is said to be enough so I am hoping that if the big drink doesn't do it, the smaller one will and maybe less puke as well since it is not as much salt to deal with. That's my theory anyway, and I am sticking with it lol. I have sleeping pills, pain pills, propranolol, the lot basically so I hope to go relatively okay.
 

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