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sadgirl1997

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Mar 13, 2026
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Hello! I am wondering if anyone is willing to give me some advice on my SN method. I guess I don't really have one I'm very depressed among other things and don't have a lot of will left.
I have 100mg SN I got from DSL. I don't plan on doing all the testing of it for the same reason I just listed, I guess I'm just gonna hope and trust that it's pure and will do the job.
I don't have access to any prescription medication or benzos, and I can't bear to try to go through all the steps to try to get some prescribed to me and don't want to risk or spend money on the dark web or scams.
All I have are whatever I can find over the counter from the drugstore. I also have access to lithium, risperidone, trazadone and benztrophine.
Any help would be so appreciated! I really don't want to suffer for a long time to CTB, but am starting to think I might just have to take the risk.
So far I'm thinking taking over the counter pain and nausea medications and then the SN in like juice or soda to mask the taste a little bit.
Wishing you all the best! ❣️
 
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GT Darkarage

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Nov 17, 2018
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Hello! I am wondering if anyone is willing to give me some advice on my SN method. I guess I don't really have one I'm very depressed among other things and don't have a lot of will left.
I have 100mg SN I got from DSL. I don't plan on doing all the testing of it for the same reason I just listed, I guess I'm just gonna hope and trust that it's pure and will do the job.
I don't have access to any prescription medication or benzos, and I can't bear to try to go through all the steps to try to get some prescribed to me and don't want to risk or spend money on the dark web or scams.
All I have are whatever I can find over the counter from the drugstore. I also have access to lithium, risperidone, trazadone and benztrophine.
Any help would be so appreciated! I really don't want to suffer for a long time to CTB, but am starting to think I might just have to take the risk.
So far I'm thinking taking over the counter pain and nausea medications and then the SN in like juice or soda to mask the taste a little bit.
Wishing you all the best! ❣️
Just about the soda... not recommended. Maybe it can change its chemical reaction/formula, so better follow the steps as described...
 

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