Wishfulthought

Wishfulthought

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Hello whoever decides to read this. So I finally opened my SN and tested it by mixing a bit with my blood. It turned brown and I feel pretty satisfied its the right stuff. I've been trying to follow the regimen but have been struggling to get more olanzapine. I've just took my last one and have 3 more which I'll save for the Stat dose. I took two yesterday. Will measure the SN out later, should be taking it around midnight all being well. I have begun fasting, still need to write notes to people (keep putting it off and smoking weed ha). Anyways will update later! Thanks for reading :hug:
 
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anxivoid

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Good luck. I'll probably do it tomorrow too.
 
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Good luck on your journey, I hope when the time comes it's smooth and quick for you. Sending love ❤️
 
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hope you find peace:heart:
 
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Wishing you all the peace this world could not give you
Wishing you all the peace this world could not give you
 
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I wish you good outcomes, smooth and peaceful x
 
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Hello whoever decides to read this. So I finally opened my SN and tested it by mixing a bit with my blood. It turned brown and I feel pretty satisfied its the right stuff. I've been trying to follow the regimen but have been struggling to get more olanzapine. I've just took my last one and have 3 more which I'll save for the Stat dose. I took two yesterday. Will measure the SN out later, should be taking it around midnight all being well. I have begun fasting, still need to write notes to people (keep putting it off and smoking weed ha). Anyways will update later! Thanks for reading :hug:

Good luck. I'll probably do it tomorrow too.

I wish both of you a peaceful and painless soul release.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

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i hope your journey is safe. wishing you peace.
 
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I hope everything goes well on your journey, peace
 
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Hello whoever decides to read this. So I finally opened my SN and tested it by mixing a bit with my blood. It turned brown and I feel pretty satisfied its the right stuff. I've been trying to follow the regimen but have been struggling to get more olanzapine. I've just took my last one and have 3 more which I'll save for the Stat dose. I took two yesterday. Will measure the SN out later, should be taking it around midnight all being well. I have begun fasting, still need to write notes to people (keep putting it off and smoking weed ha). Anyways will update later! Thanks for reading :hug:
Im jealous of you're bravery! Hope you will find peace and read my message in pm! Hope you xan finally be happy!
 
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Rip
 
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Sending light and love on whatever journey you take!
 
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Good luck and peace!
 
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Hope it will be peaceful :heart:
 
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Please update us, much love ❤
 
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Wishing you a peaceful and safe journey :heart:
 
Wishfulthought

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Mixed my SN, hopefully looks right I don't know. Not long now.. mixed emotions.
Looks like piss.
 
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Peace and love :heart: :heart:

Have you been fasting??
 
Wishfulthought

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Peace and love :heart: :heart:

Have you been fasting??
Thank you :heart:
Yes haven't eaten since 5ish, stopped fluids about 2 hours a go, taken everything but the SN now.
 
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Wishfulthought

Wishfulthought

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Weren't you going to do it last night? Did something delay you? Hope you find peace!
I was supposed to but the Olanzapine knocked me out for the night haha. Feel more ready tonight.
And thank you :heart:
 
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Wish i could do the same wish you a safe and easy time
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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I was supposed to but the Olanzapine knocked me out for the night haha. Feel more ready tonight.
And thank you :heart:

After reading that other thread about SN. saying that i think it makes me want to CTB now!!!
 
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@Wishfulthought if you can keep us updated please do but if you can't know we all wish you a peaceful exit
 
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thethatsitboy

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Jul 4, 2020
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I hope it all be fine, that you won't/didn't find any problems! Sending love to you!

@Wishfulthought, are you still around?
 
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if you are stil around. i wish you godspeed.
 

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