SN From IC

[TimeToPackUp]

So I deleted my account awhile ago and stopped going to this site as I felt it was pointless because I had finally gotten SN from IC, and would ctb when I needed to. Long story short, life blew up, like I knew would happen which pushed me further to wanting to die but I wasted my SN. When I poured it I was too chicken to take it immediately and left it overnight, when I woke up I took 4 sips, couldn't take anymore because it's INCREDIBLY SALTY. Even pinching my nose, anyway after that I felt sick for like 2 days and lips turned blue and I threw up. It was like an extended hangover. Now my issue is I need another method, money isn't an issue now, if I wanted to order more sn from ic I could but that method is over with for me I cannot physically drink enough because it's too salty. I have enough money to go the firearm route, I just wish N was still available, and traveling to Mexico for any is the last thing on my list. So hopefully I can get my hands on a firearm, I've had firearms readily available in the past but they aren't mine, they are my friends and I'm not just going to blow my brains out in front of them, or with their personal guns. Because believe it or not, I'm not selfish, I know that would have terrible psychological impact on them knowing I used their firearm. So I'm working on buying one from someone who doesn't know me and how I intend to use it. That's all. This is the only place I can talk about things like this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also really wish that Nembutal was an option, but sadly I think that a suicide as peaceful as that is something that is too good to be true in such a cruel world. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans, I hope that you find what you are searching for.

 

[TimeToPackUp]

I also really wish that Nembutal was an option, but sadly I think that a suicide as peaceful as that is something that is too good to be true in such a cruel world. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans, I hope that you find what you are searching for.

Thank you. It sucks because now I've been reading through this thread a little, and apparently now the cops are getting involved with who's buying SN from IC. I must've snagged it before the guy selling started ratting, I wasn't going that route again anyway so oh well. Firearms are definitely the best way in my opinion, I'm not wanting to do the whole nitrogen thing either. The cops and fbi kill me, they really know how to put on a facade. Yes let's make suicidal people the bad guys lmao. Suicide definitely shouldn't be legal for minors, and again this is all my opinion, but when I'm going to be pushing middle age soon, I think im pretty sure I know what I want. The pro lifers and do gooders and false hope preachers, it's all a facade, remember, in order for there to be winners in life, there HAS to be losers. And for some of the losers that doesn't change, but they'll lie to you and make living a prison. Oh well nice talk.