Got a story here that could help some people planning to use SN. This happened about 2 weeks ago, where I took around 20g of SN (bought from IC, so that's definitely a legit source if you need it), using the rizla bomb method from here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...n-easy-and-cheap-solution-not-capsules.36248/
I decided this method after first trying it by dissolving the SN in water. It tasted like seawater and I can't believe that anyone would be able to drink it, and that was 20g in 100ml.
I also covered these bombs in coconut oil (melted coconut oil and then dipped the bombs in it), since I was scared that they might stick to my mouth or throat and stop me from swallowing.
After much thought, I decided what I thought was the perfect day and time. When the moment arrived, I started taking them one by one, with small sips of water. The taste of the salt did leak through the papers a little but I managed to get most of them down without any problems. I didn't take any antiemetics to go with it since the correct type wasn't available for me.
About 15 minutes after taking it, I throw up 2 of the bombs as well as some of the water I drank, but this water isn't salty so I know that not all has dissolved yet. About 10 minutes after that I throw up again, and this time it's about half of the bombs, and the water is eye-wateringly salty, leaving me gagging for minutes trying to get the terrible taste out of my mouth. If I knew that the vomit would be like that, I would have definitely sourced some proper antiemetics, since it took away from what is meant to be a pretty comfortable death. After that, I just laid back down in my bed, feeling quite uncomfortable from nausea. The last thing I remember there was thinking about how long it was taking and feeling quite annoyed about it. After that I passed out from the SN, but it was exactly like falling asleep, since I was out before I could recognise that I was passing out. The next thing I remember is seeing an er team standing over me on the floor, with an oxygen mask over my face. Completely unexpectedly, a family member decided to visit to get one of the belongings, and stumbled on me laying blue and unconscious on my bed, but still barely breathing. I passed in and out of consciousness as the tried to move me to the ambulance while I was having seizures, and I continued to have seizures in the ambulance. After I got to hospital, my recovery was quite quick and a little interesting since the methelyn blue given to stop the effects of the SN turned my urine blue, and possibly glow in the dark. It did also leave some greenish blue splotches on some parts of my body which are only now starting to fade.Sadly, that was the last of my SN and I'm now not in the position to be ordering any more, so I guess I'll have to wait it out for a little while. I hope you found this little story informative (or at least interesting), and I wish you good luck if you decide to CTB with SN, and beg you to get some antiemetics unless you want to vomit out the equivalent of seawater.
TLDR: SN Bombing method works fine, IC SN is legit, seawater vomit, blue pee if failure
I'm happy to answer any questions
I decided this method after first trying it by dissolving the SN in water. It tasted like seawater and I can't believe that anyone would be able to drink it, and that was 20g in 100ml.
I also covered these bombs in coconut oil (melted coconut oil and then dipped the bombs in it), since I was scared that they might stick to my mouth or throat and stop me from swallowing.
After much thought, I decided what I thought was the perfect day and time. When the moment arrived, I started taking them one by one, with small sips of water. The taste of the salt did leak through the papers a little but I managed to get most of them down without any problems. I didn't take any antiemetics to go with it since the correct type wasn't available for me.
About 15 minutes after taking it, I throw up 2 of the bombs as well as some of the water I drank, but this water isn't salty so I know that not all has dissolved yet. About 10 minutes after that I throw up again, and this time it's about half of the bombs, and the water is eye-wateringly salty, leaving me gagging for minutes trying to get the terrible taste out of my mouth. If I knew that the vomit would be like that, I would have definitely sourced some proper antiemetics, since it took away from what is meant to be a pretty comfortable death. After that, I just laid back down in my bed, feeling quite uncomfortable from nausea. The last thing I remember there was thinking about how long it was taking and feeling quite annoyed about it. After that I passed out from the SN, but it was exactly like falling asleep, since I was out before I could recognise that I was passing out. The next thing I remember is seeing an er team standing over me on the floor, with an oxygen mask over my face. Completely unexpectedly, a family member decided to visit to get one of the belongings, and stumbled on me laying blue and unconscious on my bed, but still barely breathing. I passed in and out of consciousness as the tried to move me to the ambulance while I was having seizures, and I continued to have seizures in the ambulance. After I got to hospital, my recovery was quite quick and a little interesting since the methelyn blue given to stop the effects of the SN turned my urine blue, and possibly glow in the dark. It did also leave some greenish blue splotches on some parts of my body which are only now starting to fade.Sadly, that was the last of my SN and I'm now not in the position to be ordering any more, so I guess I'll have to wait it out for a little while. I hope you found this little story informative (or at least interesting), and I wish you good luck if you decide to CTB with SN, and beg you to get some antiemetics unless you want to vomit out the equivalent of seawater.
TLDR: SN Bombing method works fine, IC SN is legit, seawater vomit, blue pee if failure
I'm happy to answer any questions
