SN came

[Fractured]

Edit: it came. I'm relieved.

 

[Rohit]

Vo

Edit: it came. I'm relieved.

Congratulations , and hope it would be a peaceful journey for you

 

[Fractured]

Vo


Congratulations , and hope it would be a peaceful journey for you

Thank you. I'm grateful for this site and the people here

 

[waterbottleman]

I just ordered mine and it's expected to come next week. I'm planning on visiting a brothel in Nevada next week and losing my virginity and then when I arrive back home taking SN before Christmas.

i just want to know what it feels like to have sex and feel the warmth/intimacy of a woman at least once in my life before I die.

 

[Manja]

I just ordered mine and it's expected to come next week. I'm planning on visiting a brothel in Nevada next week and losing my virginity and then when I arrive back home taking SN before Christmas.

i just want to know what it feels like to have sex and feel the warmth/intimacy of a woman at least once in my life before I die.

You might as well give me your SN...

 

[waterbottleman]

You might as well give me your SN...

ha, what do you mean by that?

 

[Roger]

i just want to know what it feels like to have sex and feel the warmth/intimacy of a woman at least once in my life before I die.

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Maybe once you have you'll change your mind about catching the bus.

 

[waterbottleman]

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Maybe once you have you'll change your mind about catching the bus.

It's possible, I'm an extremely miserable and lonely guy though.

 

[Manja]

ha, what do you mean by that?

Well, when you discover sex you'll postpone your death for at least a decade and it's a shame to waste a good SN

 

[Fractured]

I

I just ordered mine and it's expected to come next week. I'm planning on visiting a brothel in Nevada next week and losing my virginity and then when I arrive back home taking SN before Christmas.

i just want to know what it feels like to have sex and feel the warmth/intimacy of a woman at least once in my life before I die.

i hope it's good for you. It can be pretty incredible

 

[waterbottleman]

I

i hope it's good for you. It can be pretty incredible

if sex is that awesome it'll probably make me even more depressed honestly due to the fact that I've missed out on it all this time.

 

[Daniela]

i just want to know what it feels like to have sex and feel the warmth/intimacy of a woman at least once in my life before I die.

By paying for it? Then you won't.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

I just want to know what it feels like to have sex and feel the warmth/intimacy of a woman at least once in my life before I die.

It might depend from person to person but sex is so much better when you're in a good mood and not thinking about ctb the whole time.

 

[randomz]

if sex is that awesome it'll probably make me even more depressed honestly due to the fact that I've missed out on it all this time.

Or that will motivate you to compensate for what you missed out on and you will postpone your CTB. I would advise you to take caution in choosing your escort girl because you would not want to catch something unwanted even though you want to CTB.

 

[Manja]

It might depend from person to person but sex is so much better when you're in a good mood and not thinking about ctb the whole time.

He's not gonna think about ctb durinng sex...he's gonna think about sex during ctb

 

[NeCkDeEp]

He's not gonna think about ctb durinng sex...he's gonna think about sex during ctb

I don't know, might depend from person to person. I wanted to warn him because it happened to me last week that I kept thinking during sex about ctb and in all honesty: that's the worst sex lmao.

 

[Manja]

I don't know, might depend from person to person. I wanted to warn him because it happened to me last week that I kept thinking during sex about ctb and in all honesty: that's the worst sex lmao.

Maybe it was the other way round...maybe you were thinking of ctb because the sex was bad

 

[waterbottleman]

It might depend from person to person but sex is so much better when you're in a good mood and not thinking about ctb the whole time.

Too bad I'll never know.

Or that will motivate you to compensate for what you missed out on and you will postpone your CTB. I would advise you to take caution in choosing your escort girl because you would not want to catch something unwanted even though you want to CTB.

im wearing a condom and the sex workers get regular std checks, I'm not worried I'll be using protection.

also I'm going to a place where it's legal, I'm not hiring an illegal escort.

 

[XoXoNae]

Wait you're not going now are you

Thank you. I'm grateful for this site and the people here ❤

 

[Fractured]

Wait you're not going now are you

No, but I can't sleep because that's all I'm thinking about now. Thanks for asking

 

[XoXoNae]

I hope you don't t

 

[hhsp]

I just ordered mine and it's expected to come next week. I'm planning on visiting a brothel in Nevada next week and losing my virginity and then when I arrive back home taking SN before Christmas.

i just want to know what it feels like to have sex and feel the warmth/intimacy of a woman at least once in my life before I die.

fly to thailand, a lot of women do not behave like professional find a really nice women who is taking care for you not only sexually but also talk, dance, swim, scooter around do sightseeing
if you have time you will be much more relaxed

 

[waterbottleman]

fly to thailand, a lot of women do not behave like professional find a really nice women who is taking care for you not only sexually but also talk, dance, swim, scooter around do sightseeing
if you have time you will be much more relaxed

I actually considered going to Thailand and finding a girlfriend there to love and cherish. I have the time and money to do it too however I ruled against it. I doubt a woman will ever love me for who I am which is what I really want. Paying for companionship/sex is merely a temporary way to bury just how much unlovable of a person I really am.

maybe it sounds dumb, but I think all I'd worry about if I was in Thailand is what I'd do when I inevitably have to go back home and whether I could take care of her. Get some soul sucking job with nothing to look forward to, reminiscing about how much better Thailand was.

Also I'm not sure my loneliness is even my main problem, I think my main problem is that I just see no purpose to living. I don't enjoy anything anymore, I have nothing to look forward to, its as if life has no color for me anymore and I've felt like this for almost 10 years.

im tired of being in a perpetual existential crisis, i just want to live in peace and the only way I can perceive that happening is simply to not be alive at all.

 

[hhsp]

I actually considered going to Thailand and finding a girlfriend there to love and cherish. I have the time and money to do it too however I ruled against it. I doubt a woman will ever love me for who I am which is what I really want. Paying for companionship/sex is merely a temporary way to bury just how much unlovable of a person I really am.

maybe it sounds dumb, but I think all I'd worry about if I was in Thailand is what I'd do when I inevitably have to go back home and whether I could take care of her. Get some soul sucking job with nothing to look forward to, reminiscing about how much better Thailand was.

Also I'm not sure my loneliness is even my main problem, I think my main problem is that I just see no purpose to living. I don't enjoy anything anymore, I have nothing to look forward to, its as if life has no color for me anymore and I've felt like this for almost 10 years.

im tired of being in a perpetual existential crisis, i just want to live in peace and the only way I can perceive that happening is simply to not be alive at all.

Man this sounds very familar, I have the same issues. I fully agree with you in all points. Still if I would have 10000 USD I would definitely travel and find a remote village with some farmland and grow some true organic veggies not the fake organic they sell in the shop. And find somebody sweet laughing all the time, making jokes driving around and so on. In the very rural countryside area I bet you is N available. Far away from Tourists! Poor rual Isan area. Do you know?
However I receive SN soon. Relaxed me tremendously!

 

[MeltingHeart]

It might depend from person to person but sex is so much better when you're in a good mood and not thinking about ctb the whole time.

yep,sex when yr depressed (not just a little sad) is just...well depressing tbh!

 

[waterbottleman]

yep,sex when yr depressed (not just a little sad) is just...well depressing tbh!

I won't feel depressed when I'm having sex, I expect that I'll feel like I'm in heaven and pure Nirvana.

the last time I had any sexual contact was over 10 years ago when I was in high school and I still remember just how alive and full of passion I felt at that moment.

if you're not a total loser like myself you may not have that much gratitude towards sex, I on the other hand will feel passion in a way I've never felt in over a decade. I'll have nothing but gratitude for that.

 

[Malletboy]

yep,sex when yr depressed (not just a little sad) is just...well depressing tbh!

Man if you think that sex when you're depressed is tough, try sex when you're depressed and on Acid! Random streams of tears, random bouts of ED, etc lmfaoo

 

[MeltingHeart]

I won't feel depressed when I'm having sex, I expect that I'll feel like I'm in heaven and pure Nirvana.

the last time I had any sexual contact was over 10 years ago when I was in high school and I still remember just how alive and full of passion I felt at that moment.

if you're not a total loser like myself you may not have that much gratitude towards sex, I on the other hand will feel passion in a way I've never felt in over a decade. I'll have nothing but gratitude for that.

I understand, was kins

Man if you think that sex when you're depressed is tough, try sex when you're depressed and on Acid! Random streams of tears, random bouts of ED, etc lmfaoo

whats ED? tbh, dont really like sex on any drugs (except alcohol maybe), id rather just enjoy the drug experience in itself also-else there is just too much going on at once! ha

 

[waterbottleman]

I understand, was kins

whats ED? tbh, dont really like sex on any drugs (except alcohol maybe), id rather just enjoy the drug experience in itself also-else there is just too much going on at once! ha

kins? I assume you mean you were kidding in which case haha it's all good.

 

[Malletboy]

whats ED?

ED is erectile dysfunction.Sex on acid is cool until you start thinking about how fucked up your life is and look down and am no longer hard lolol