SN came in today!

[Sweet_Lullaby]

What a rush of mixed feelings! I thought I wasn't getting the SN because the product was taken out of ebay one day after I purchased it. I couldn't track it, so I thought I would have to find another seller, which doesn't seem an easy task nowadays.
I'm not going to CBT right away. It just feels empowering to have the option available. Finally some good news :D

 

[LMLN]

I too was very relieved when I received mine. It gave me peace knowing it's there, even if i was not going to use it right away.

 

[faust]

Oh, that was probably very stressful. You ordered and the next day disappeared. It is like throwing a paper plane without knowing if it reaches destination. I am glad you found your comfort, because when you already have the method, it is such a relief...

 

[waterbottleman]

Nice!

Sounds weird but sometimes I take the bottle my SN is in and hug it. Also I have my SN in a cabinet, sometimes I open the cabinet door just to look at the SN, it makes me smile knowing I have access to a peaceful death anytime I want to.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Congrats. I have my SN and Meto on my kitchen counter and it gives me relief that I have a method I can go to for when the time comes.

 

[Alec]

Yes, I remember when my SN came, I too was very nervous because it didn't come for a long time, it took exactly a month for it to come after I ordered it. I remember the first time I held it in my hands how calm it made me feel. I take the bottle out now sometimes, just to hold it, while I'm thinking about stuff. Sometimes I put it on a chair by my bed and just leave it there by my side where I can see it, it makes me feel better keeping it close I'm happy you have a peaceful way if you'll ever need it, I'm happy you won't have to suffer more than we already have.