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bipbapbop

Experienced
Mar 7, 2024
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Note: I will not be sharing my source. Please do not DM me. I won't answer them.


My SN arrived today. I was terrified and kept checking the tracking every single day and it's finally here. Straight in my mailbox. I'm still worried about a welfare check after receiving it but I feel better about getting thru that now that it's in my possession. I feel a massive burden lifted off of me. There's no one safe in my life to share this happiness with so I am posting it here.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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I'm happy for ya! And fingers cross hoping everything else goes exactly to your plan whenever is your time.🩷
 
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ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
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I feel exactly the same way. Being able to buy SN is becoming a privilege these days considering how much more restrictive its sale is becoming.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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That substance is particularly godsend, I know exactly how it feels and happy for you.
 
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bipbapbop

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Mar 7, 2024
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I'm happy for ya! And fingers cross hoping everything else goes exactly to your plan whenever is your time.🩷

Ty for the kind words! I hope your everything goes exactly as plan for you as well ❤️

I feel exactly the same way. Being able to buy SN is becoming a privilege these days considering how much more restrictive its sale is becoming.

Yes, it's such a privilege and I hate that I can't share it but it's just not safe with the way things are anymore.

That substance is particularly godsend, I know exactly how it feels and happy for you.

Tysm I wish everyone could feel this way at some point in their life. I am happy to know you know this joy.
 
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stoplmp

stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
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Same for me. Arrived today.

You plan on testing it? I already got my test kit, just waiting for the other peripherals to arrive (pipettes, distilled water, digital weight etc)
 
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bipbapbop

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Mar 7, 2024
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Same for me. Arrived today.

You plan on testing it? I already got my test kit, just waiting for the other peripherals to arrive (pipettes, distilled water, digital weight etc)

Would it be naive of me to not test it? I'm scared to break the seal and handle such a toxic substance. I'm in no rush so if I test it I would probably wait for the week I plan to CTB.

So happy for you as well ☺️
 
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stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
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Would it be naive of me to not test it? I'm scared to break the seal and handle such a toxic substance. I'm in no rush so if I test it I would probably wait for the week I plan to CTB.

So happy for you as well ☺️
Depends on the source you got it from and from where you are from. I got mine from a source that I never heard before, so it would be foolish of me to not test it.

But if you trust your source, then it's fine I think
 
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bipbapbop

Experienced
Mar 7, 2024
276
Depends on the source you got it from and from where you are from. I got mine from a source that I never heard before, so it would be foolish of me to not test it.

But if you trust your source, then it's fine I think
I ordered from one of the more well known ones on this forum so for now I will assume it's fine.

I hope your testing goes well and you get good results!
 
LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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So happy for you! I wish you the best whatever you decide to do. Keep us updated!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,892
I understand why you'd feel so relieved at having access to SN, I wish you the best.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Am happy for you! I hope it all goes well for you whenever and whatever you decide ❤️
 
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