avaruus

avaruus

loser · gone very soon
Aug 17, 2022
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So finally, after almost a month of waiting and a lot of fuckups ( don't know what that whole packaging faulty thingy was), I finally have a fucking 1kg of SN in my hands.
I vomited a little when i came back inside, i can't believe it's finally happening. I finally have an exit.

I will take it tomorrow, probably will make a proper goodbye thread also. Just wanted to quickly vent out my excitement.
 
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Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
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Pleased for you, mate. I know you were worried the site wasn't legit.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Congratulations! Everything worked well!
 
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Final Spirit

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Nov 7, 2022
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Congrats, I hope you'll find the peace you want soon
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
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Happy for you that it's finally arrived after such a long delay and all the stress associated with it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,330
I understand why you'd feel so relieved to have the option of SN, I wish you the best of luck with your plans and I hope you find the freedom you wish for.
 
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dizzdesi

dizzdesi

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Oct 13, 2023
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Yay I'm happy that you've found a solution! If you're gonna ctb, I've heard this is the way to do it. Whatever happens, I hope it makes you at peace. I hope I'll be able to Leave a message on your goodbye post tmrw—or whenever you post it 💗
 
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Engström

Engström

hyvää yötä ♊︎
Oct 27, 2023
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Talk about a Halloween treat - 1kg! You must be feeling such relief among other things. I know it's much harder to get than when I ordered mine (January 2020, Amazon, before Bezos got busted) - congrats to you, that's a weight lifted.

1kg…

Damn.

IMG 4218
 
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Butterfly213

Butterfly213

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Oct 31, 2023
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That's really great that you finally have an exit. I hope you find freedom and much needed peace.
 
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OreosAndDeath

OreosAndDeath

Fellow flesh prison
Oct 27, 2023
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Best of luck, I can only imagine your excitement!
 
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Congrats, the feeling is surreal when you have it in hand.
 
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misthios2040

Smile now it’s almost over
Sep 20, 2023
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Could you tell me how you got it? I do not have any resources or know any suppliers
 
Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
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So finally, after almost a month of waiting and a lot of fuckups ( don't know what that whole packaging faulty thingy was), I finally have a fucking 1kg of SN in my hands.
I vomited a little when i came back inside, i can't believe it's finally happening. I finally have an exit.

I will take it tomorrow, probably will make a proper goodbye thread also. Just wanted to quickly vent out my excitement.
Congrats! 👏
 
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ThisUnrest

Seeking personal sovereignty
Aug 15, 2023
178
Congratulations and good luck!
 
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Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

May you find peace in living or dying
Oct 24, 2023
604
Eat the whole 1kg
Comedy Central Eating GIF by Inside Amy Schumer

Joking haha. On a more serious note, I wish you luck and peace on your journey and will be keeping an eye out for your thread :heart:
 
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Amyend88

Amyend88

A&E
Oct 22, 2023
167
May you find your perfect peace friend. 🤍
 
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deadbody

deadbody

he/him 🏳️‍⚧️
Oct 24, 2023
117
Happy for you! Wish you luck. 🤍
 
hi-okbye

hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
656
congratulations!! i've ben watching your struggle with getting the SN for the past month or so, i'm glad you finally have it!
 

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