SN arrived & Questions

[Fl4u]

So today I went and picked up my parcel from the post office. After all, I finally managed to get my hands on SN. That is a great feeling in itself. I had previously ordered from IC, but my brother found and confiscated my parcel and it all got difficult from there on. But that is no longer.

I ordered from a chem warehouse. The container looks solid and air-tight, and the SN inside is very clumpsy when I shake it. That's a good sign, right? I've seen the terms "food-grade, lab-grade and aquarium-safe nitrite" being thrown around the forum previously, so before I ordered I asked the seller about these, but all they said was that its "pure, minimum 99%". I suppose that will do. Or do you suggest I should test the nitrite beforehand?

Now, I have a bunch of questions:

• SN, when exposed to air, becomes nitrate and useless. But how fast is that? Can I open the box to test the nitrite? (How would I even go about testing nitrite?)
• How salty is the SN? Is it saltier than regular salt? Is it okay if I drink like a mouthful of coke after to help with the taste?
• I am not sure how much time I have left to attempt. I will try to get an antiemetic + something to help me feel at ease, but if I can't, can I attempt with just the SN?
• Are there people who succeeded with just SN?
• If I get prescribed propranolol online, will that help? But then again, I read that the PPH no longer recommends propranol or similar stuff. Why is that?
• All I really have besides the SN is Ibuprofen 600mg + Valerian Drops. Are these any good if I can't get anything else?

Thank you!

 

[cutejellybean]

I don't know too much about SN, but I've read on here that you HAVE to take an antiemetic, because otherwise you'll vomit it up and it won't work. You could also try putting the SN into capsules to get rid of the taste I think.

 

[Fl4u]

I don't know too much about SN, but I've read on here that you HAVE to take an antiemetic, because otherwise you'll vomit it up and it won't work. You could also try putting the SN into capsules to get rid of the taste I think.

I also read somewhere that capsules are no good because you want it all to get ingested at once.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

So today I went and picked up my parcel from the post office. After all, I finally managed to get my hands on SN. That is a great feeling in itself. I had previously ordered from IC, but my brother found and confiscated my parcel and it all got difficult from there on. But that is no longer.


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I ordered from a Polish chem warehouse. The container looks solid and air-tight, and the SN inside is very clumpsy when I shake it. That's a good sign, right? I've seen the terms "food-grade, lab-grade and aquarium-safe nitrite" being thrown around the forum previously, so before I ordered I asked the seller about these, but all they said was that its "pure, minimum 99%". I suppose that will do. Or do you suggest I should test the nitrite beforehand?

Now, I have a bunch of questions:

• SN, when exposed to air, becomes nitrate and useless. But how fast is that? Can I open the box to test the nitrite? (How would I even go about testing nitrite?)
• How salty is the SN? Is it saltier than regular salt? Is it okay if I drink like a mouthful of coke after to help with the taste?
• I am not sure how much time I have left to attempt. I will try to get an antiemetic + something to help me feel at ease, but if I can't, can I attempt with just the SN?
• Are there people who succeeded with just SN?
• If I get prescribed propranolol online, will that help? But then again, I read that the PPH no longer recommends propranol or similar stuff. Why is that?
• All I really have besides the SN is Ibuprofen 600mg + Valerian Drops. Are these any good if I can't get anything else?

Thank you!

the only thing i can answer here is, it is possible to ctb with only SN no antiemetic yes, but its hard. you will have to be fasting for 24 hours without a doubt, and you are very likely to vomit, so make sure youre either okay with drinking your own vomit back up or making backup glasses.

propanolol only gets rid of the heart racing, it will be less uncomfortable but time until falling unconscious will probably take longer.

 

[cutejellybean]

I also read somewhere that capsules are no good because you want it all to get ingested at once.

Ok then try to take it all at once but I strongly recommend taking an antiemetic so you don't vomit. I hope it's peaceful

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

also are you german? lmao nice sn source, mind sending me the link in DM?

 

[headcase95]

Can you DM me the link please?

 

[Fl4u]

Yes, I'm German. Not sure about the sharing the source, uncomfortable + feel like they'd notice if they suddenly get a bunch of international orders, but either way I suppose you can find it by researching the pic I posted.

 

[diyCTB]

you will have to be fasting for 24 hours without a doubt, and you are very likely to vomit, so make sure youre either okay with drinking your own vomit back up or making backup glasses.

propanolol only gets rid of the heart racing, it will be less uncomfortable but time until falling unconscious will probably take longer.

I don't know how desperate one must be to not only drink their own vomit after vomiting but be able to hold it down for even 2 seconds. It's already hard to drink backup glass and hold it.

Why would it take longer to fall unconscious? The heart rate and consequently blood stream is slowed down. It's harder for the body to keep up with methemoglobinemia.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I don't know how desperate one must be to not only drink their own vomit after vomiting but be able to hold it down for even 2 seconds. It's already hard to drink backup glass and hold it.

Why would it take longer to fall unconscious? The heart rate and consequently blood stream is slowed down. It's harder for the body to keep up with methemoglobinemia.

shit i guess, well to be honest i dont know much about the propanolol interaction. some people say the racing heart speeds up death.

 

[WorthlessCoward]

I also read somewhere that capsules are no good because you want it all to get ingested at once.

Really? I always thought capsules acted faster and better than tablets (I'm also slow as molasses so I have to drink the tablets lightning fast or they just dissolve in my mouth, really they should make them all coated)

Only bad thing about capsules it's the awful smell or at least (most) all the capsules I have taken smelled horrible

 

[Fl4u]

Really? I always thought capsules acted faster and better than tablets (I'm also slow as molasses so I have to drink the tablets lightning fast or they just dissolve in my mouth, really they should make them all coated)

Only bad thing about capsules it's the awful smell or at least (most) all the capsules I have taken smelled horrible

It was something someone said on this forum. But I mean if it would work via capsules, wouldn't everyone do it that way to avoid the saltiness and throat burn?

 

[ThisIsLife]

- I don't know about the chemistry of nitrite becoming nitrate, but i don't see why you couldn't open it to test it as long as you close it after. (by testing i do not mean tasting !).

- It IS known to be very salty. The less liquid ingested the better. No, coke... No soda, nothing carbonated.

- Antiemetics are meant to limit the likeliness of vomiting, so it's better to have some than none.

- I believe there were people who succeeded with SN alone and if i'm right they're no longer here to confirm it, but i can't provide any example yet.

- Using capsules would delay how fast SN takes effect. On top of that, it would require more water to ingest said capsules, which means more vomit.

- Taking small quantities spaced in between has been done by a member (i don't remember who it was), and it has gone (very) wrong. He suffured a lot and survived. It's 25g all at once or nothing.

- Propanolol slows heart rate, but the heart racing is a mechanism necessary to go through because it means oxygen is depleting and it is now recommended to not slow this process as it also slows death.

I suggest you read this interesting thread by @littlelady774 :

The Biochemistry of Methemoglobinemia and SN ingestion

I've written a small essay of what that happens in our body when we ingest sodium nitrite. I will do my best to describe the pathology and biochemistry of methemoglobinemia and nitrite poisoning. This is from my own research and I will post the sources from scientific articles and journals...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Fl4u]

- I don't know about the chemistry of nitrite become nitrate, but i don't see why couldn't open it to test it as long as you close it after. (by testing i do not mean tasting !).

- It IS known to be very salty. The less liquid ingested the better. No, coke... No soda, nothing carbonated.

- Antiemetics are meant to limit the likeliness of vomiting, so it's better have some than nothing.

- I believe there were people who succeeded with SN alone and if i'm right they're no longer here to confirm it, but i can't provide any example yet.

- Using capsules wouldl delay how fast SN take effect. On top of that, it would require more water to ingest said capsules, which means more vomit.

- Taking small quantities spaced in between has been done by a member (i don't remember who it was), and it has gone (very) wrong. He suffured a lot and survived. It's 25g all at once or nothing.

- Propanolol slows heart rate, but the heart racing is a mechanism necessary to go through because it means oxygen is depleting and it is now recommended to not slow this process as it also slows death.

I suggest you read this interesting thread by @littlelady774 :

The Biochemistry of Methemoglobinemia and SN ingestion

I've written a small essay of what that happens in our body when we ingest sodium nitrite. I will do my best to describe the pathology and biochemistry of methemoglobinemia and nitrite poisoning. This is from my own research and I will post the sources from scientific articles and journals...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Thank you very much! I'm just not sure of how well I'll be able to handle the symptoms... I would hate myself crying for help because I can't cope any longer. But if not Propranolol, are the Valerian Drops + Ibuprofen I have any good?
I'm not afraid of death, but I am very afraid of the process and of the possibility of surviving potentially damaged. I will need to work on building up the courage now.

 

[WorthlessCoward]

It was something someone said on this forum. But I mean if it would work via capsules, wouldn't everyone do it that way to avoid the saltiness and throat burn?

Fair point. Maybe they don't come in capsules then? No wait, I google searched and I think they do

 

[diyCTB]

But if not Propranolol, are the Valerian Drops + Ibuprofen I have any good?

Why do you need to take painkiller? Valerian I guess is to keep calm because you do not have benzos?

 

[ThisIsLife]

Thank you very much! I'm just not sure of how well I'll be able to handle the symptoms... I would hate myself crying for help because I can't cope any longer. But if not Propranolol, are the Valerian Drops + Ibuprofen I have any good?

The way you'll start to feel has chances to trigger SI of course, and i believe you should use anything that could help you relax beforehand (not alcohol though) and valerian seems to be inoffensive. I have a doubt on the necessity of painkillers, since the SN method requires to fast and that i've never in my life felt good taking painkillers on an empty stomach, but that's my personal experience and opinion.
Also, i forgot to mention it in my previous comment that anti-acid is no longer recommended because the stomach acid is in fact important for SN to be rapidly absorbed in the small intestine. And you don't want that process to take forever.

I'm not afraid of death, but I am very afraid of the process and of the possibility of surviving potentially damaged. I will need to work on building up the courage now.

I totally understand it (who doesn't ?). Regarding the possibility of surviving, remembering the saying "if you fail to plan, you're planning to fail" often enough can only increase your odds of success. Doing enough research, asking questions, reading threads, understanding the biological process, verifying updated information... It takes time but it's an important enough matter to not half-ass it, or worse, overcomplicate it.

 

[Fl4u]

Why do you need to take painkiller? Valerian I guess is to keep calm because you do not have benzos?

To help with headaches, maybe? It's just Ibuprofen and Valerian is all I have right now. Other stuff I'd have to obtain first. But it's all just to help me feel at ease.

 

[diyCTB]

Also, i forgot to mention it in my previous comment that anti-acid is no longer recommended because the stomach acid is in fact important for SN to be rapidly absorbed in the small intestine. And you don't want that process to take forever.

Acid regulators vs anti-acid

I will be using 4x200mg Tagamet tabs. It's H2 receptor antagonist. Proton pump inhibitors are not recommended according to past discussions on SS.

It was something someone said on this forum. But I mean if it would work via capsules, wouldn't everyone do it that way to avoid the saltiness and throat burn?

If there is something that would contain SN within until digested it is probably tapioca rice sheets that you wrap around SN and apply kitchen oil to ensure a smooth slide inside your stomach. It's thin and very low calorie count should make sure it won't affect SN efficacy. Then the last challenge would remain to contain SN as long as possible.
I guess painkiller could be helpful against headache and maybe stomach cramps if they happen or to people who have gastritis.

 

[Fl4u]

Things got a bit worse right now. I will attempt in ~2 weeks. Can someone just confirm it wil likely work w/o antiemetics (if I have backup glasses)?
I'll try to get antiemetics until then but I might just not be able to.

 

[depressedlover]

There's a member who was successful with only SN and ibuprofen. Here's the thread. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-today-10-00-pm-utc-2.50562/

But i think you should just have them to be safe.

 

[Fl4u]

There's a member who was successful with only SN and ibuprofen. Here's the thread. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-today-10-00-pm-utc-2.50562/

But i think you should just have them to be safe.

Wow, thanks. I might copy his regime.

 

[Never Alive]

Are you polish? If not dm. I wanted to order from them as well but something didn't work, I think it was adding the address.

 

[fightingforchoice]

So today I went and picked up my parcel from the post office. After all, I finally managed to get my hands on SN. That is a great feeling in itself. I had previously ordered from IC, but my brother found and confiscated my parcel and it all got difficult from there on. But that is no longer.


View attachment 108830


I ordered from a Polish chem warehouse. The container looks solid and air-tight, and the SN inside is very clumpsy when I shake it. That's a good sign, right? I've seen the terms "food-grade, lab-grade and aquarium-safe nitrite" being thrown around the forum previously, so before I ordered I asked the seller about these, but all they said was that its "pure, minimum 99%". I suppose that will do. Or do you suggest I should test the nitrite beforehand?

Now, I have a bunch of questions:

• SN, when exposed to air, becomes nitrate and useless. But how fast is that? Can I open the box to test the nitrite? (How would I even go about testing nitrite?)
• How salty is the SN? Is it saltier than regular salt? Is it okay if I drink like a mouthful of coke after to help with the taste?
• I am not sure how much time I have left to attempt. I will try to get an antiemetic + something to help me feel at ease, but if I can't, can I attempt with just the SN?
• Are there people who succeeded with just SN?
• If I get prescribed propranolol online, will that help? But then again, I read that the PPH no longer recommends propranol or similar stuff. Why is that?
• All I really have besides the SN is Ibuprofen 600mg + Valerian Drops. Are these any good if I can't get anything else?

Thank you!

Hi, did you ship to an address in poland or another eu country? thanks!