SN arrival

[y0dha]

My SN arrived, took like a week. It's the one from Turkey, it says 99,7% pure on the bag, has anyone tested it ?
Also do I really need meto for this ? Cause i don't have source to find it.
I think on the ppeh it says that you don't need it but it just prevent vomiting, i'm just wandering if the risk of vomiting are super high. Anyway I could still prepare more glasses if I ever vomit ?

I'm quite scared, I felt sad that I can't find solution to fix myself but i'm permentantly damaged.. I also finally imagined what will my father will feel, I feel horrible for this but I just can't do it anymore and live in pain...

 

[sharky]

My SN arrived, took like a week. It's the one from Turkey, it says 99,7% pure on the bag, has anyone tested it ?
Also do I really need meto for this ? Cause i don't have source to find it.
I think on the ppeh it says that you don't need it but it just prevent vomiting, i'm just wandering if the risk of vomiting are super high. Anyway I could still prepare more glasses if I ever vomit ?

I'm quite scared, I felt sad that I can't find solution to fix myself but i'm permentantly damaged.. I also finally imagined what will my father will feel, I feel horrible for this but I just can't do it anymore and live in pain...

I think meto is essential. SN is a poison to your body so it will naturally try to get rid of it. Some people don't vomit but I wouldn't take the risk to vomit up the SN.

 

[its-about-time]

My SN arrived, took like a week. It's the one from Turkey, it says 99,7% pure on the bag, has anyone tested it ?
Also do I really need meto for this ? Cause i don't have source to find it.
I think on the ppeh it says that you don't need it but it just prevent vomiting, i'm just wandering if the risk of vomiting are super high. Anyway I could still prepare more glasses if I ever vomit ?

I'm quite scared, I felt sad that I can't find solution to fix myself but i'm permentantly damaged.. I also finally imagined what will my father will feel, I feel horrible for this but I just can't do it anymore and live in pain...

I heard they pulled that product from a*****.com just within the last day or two, you're probably one of the last to get it from there. I tried to order it a couple days ago when it was up but it said out of stock so I opted for the product from China, it hasn't arrived yet. I know at least one user here ordered that product and got it, she said there was no seal (besides screw lid) and it was just a little clumpy but we did some research and I think that's normal. Just keep it sealed with the provided lid and that should be enough.

From what I've researched, anti emetics just make the process smoother. I've read accounts of people who did it without anti emetic and didn't vomit. People here are taking 20g+ and it's been documented that only 1g is fatal in adults. I'd guess that even if you vomited you'd still have a fatal dose in you if you took the 20g. That said I plan on taking lots of pre meds to make the process as smooth and easy and painless as possible. I read a long document that compiled failed SN attempts, every single one failed either because the attempter aborted and called for help or was prematurely discovered. Vomiting had no real effect on effectiveness.

Edit: wait. I think my friend the user here got hers from a different source snd that's what I'm talking about. She did order the one from Turkey but I don't think she's gotten it yet. So disregard the specifics. I will say that the one from Turkey had reviews that were definitely from people intending to CTB and my guess is it's legit to use.

 

[LostAllHope88]

She did order the one from Turkey but I don't think she's gotten it yet. So disregard the specifics. I will say that the one from Turkey had reviews that were definitely from people intending to CTB and my guess is it's legit to use.

The source from Turkey is no longer available; I did receive mine a few weeks ago from said source but it has since been removed.

 

[its-about-time]

The source from Turkey is no longer available; I did receive mine a few weeks ago from said source but it has since been removed.

I'm curious what happened. I know that website has been under fire since early February for selling mostly pure SN to the general public. But they have made statements saying essentially they won't remove it. Maybe the individual manufacturer didn't want the fire for it? I mean literally every review on that specific product is about suicide lol. Some directly others you can tell they're being vague. And the automated "frequently bought with" algorithm suggests anti acids. I'm not shocked the company pulled it because their aim probably wasn't to help people ctb.

 

[Shu]

I'm curious what happened. I know that website has been under fire since early February for selling mostly pure SN to the general public. But they have made statements saying essentially they won't remove it. Maybe the individual manufacturer didn't want the fire for it? I mean literally every review on that specific product is about suicide lol. Some directly others you can tell they're being vague. And the automated "frequently bought with" algorithm suggests anti acids. I'm not shocked the company pulled it because their aim probably wasn't to help people ctb.

I tried to read the reviews it wouldn't let me for some reason.

 

[TheWood]

People who go to write reviews like that aren''t very clever. We know that the ctb issue is much debated and you always have to talk about it with pliers. I don't understand the meaning of doing something that will turn against you later

 

[its-about-time]

I tried to read the reviews it wouldn't let me for some reason.

Oh, weird. There were maybe 6-7 reviews. All insinuated it was for ctb, except for one that straight up said "are people using this to kill themselves!?" The product from China I bought had a review saying "this product killed a youth in my community, it should not be sold on -website-!" I don't think it will be long before SN is not available on that site at all.

People who go to write reviews like that aren''t very clever. We know that the ctb issue is much debated and you always have to talk about it with pliers. I don't understand the meaning of doing something that will turn against you later

Agreed. Your name is attached to your review on that website. I certainly would not want to do that. I guess their chose to review was helpful for me, though. So I appreciate those who decided to leave one.

 

[Shu]

Oh, weird. There were maybe 6-7 reviews. All insinuated it was for ctb, except for one that straight up said "are people using this to kill themselves!?" The product from China I bought had a review saying "this product killed a youth in my community, it should not be sold on -website-!" I don't think it will be long before SN is not available on that site at all.

Agreed. Your name is attached to your review on that website. I certainly would not want to do that. I guess their chose to review was helpful for me, though. So I appreciate those who decided to leave one.

Ahh yeah I saw that one review.

 

[its-about-time]

Ahh yeah I saw that one review.

The reply on the Chinese product? I am prone to conspiracy theories but I wondered if it was a plotted review. Basically an innocent way of saying "yes this will kill you" without being direct. If not, and the reviewer was telling a true story, it's still encouraging.

 

[y0dha]

From what I've researched, anti emetics just make the process smoother. I've read accounts of people who did it without anti emetic and didn't vomit. People here are taking 20g+ and it's been documented that only 1g is fatal in adults. I'd guess that even if you vomited you'd still have a fatal dose in you if you took the 20g. That said I plan on taking lots of pre meds to make the process as smooth and easy and painless as possible. I read a long document that compiled failed SN attempts, every single one failed either because the attempter aborted and called for help or was prematurely discovered. Vomiting had no real effect on effectiveness.

Thank you, it appease me to know that it will work without meto.
With the 20g, in any case if i ever vomit, i will take another glass of 10g and it will work.

What do you plan to take as pre meds?

 

[its-about-time]

Thank you, it appease me to know that it will work without meto.
With the 20g, in any case if i ever vomit, i will take another glass of 10g and it will work.

What do you plan to take as pre meds?

I think if you're still willing to take another glass of SN after prolonged vomiting, it's unlikely you'd survive unless discovered prematurely.

I'm pretty lucky and have everything recommended. Including the "luxury" recommendations. I have benzos and sedatives that I'll take prior (Ativan and seroquel), zofran to control nausea, and this anti-acid liquid medication that coats the inner lining of my stomach. And of course Tums. Everything but the Tums are prescribed medications.

 

[TheWood]

Oh, weird. There were maybe 6-7 reviews. All insinuated it was for ctb, except for one that straight up said "are people using this to kill themselves!?" The product from China I bought had a review saying "this product killed a youth in my community, it should not be sold on -website-!" I don't think it will be long before SN is not available on that site at all.

Agreed. Your name is attached to your review on that website. I certainly would not want to do that. I guess their chose to review was helpful for me, though. So I appreciate those who decided to leave one.

Aside from the name attached to the review, it's a counterproductive move. In this way you create problems for those who produce and distribuite it

 

[y0dha]

I think if you're still willing to take another glass of SN after prolonged vomiting, it's unlikely you'd survive unless discovered prematurely.

I'm pretty lucky and have everything recommended. Including the "luxury" recommendations. I have benzos and sedatives that I'll take prior (Ativan and seroquel), zofran to control nausea, and this anti-acid liquid medication that coats the inner lining of my stomach. And of course Tums. Everything but the Tums are prescribed medications.

Indeed quite lucky you managed to get all of this on prescibed medications.
Do you have a date ?

 

[its-about-time]

Indeed quite lucky you managed to get all of this on prescibed medications.
Do you have a date ?

Very lucky. I was set on exit bag with nitrogen until I realized I have everything for SN. The SN itself is on its way to me I ordered it a few days ago. I don't have a date, just going to prepare everything (notes, finances, etc) and rely on impulsivity for actually doing it once I have it. Should arrive mid April.

 

[Lilian_socks]

Anyone able to message me with an active source? Looking for sending to the UK. Thanks

 

[y0dha]

Very lucky. I was set on exit bag with nitrogen until I realized I have everything for SN. The SN itself is on its way to me I ordered it a few days ago. I don't have a date, just going to prepare everything (notes, finances, etc) and rely on impulsivity for actually doing it once I have it. Should arrive mid April.

I am starting to prepare everything, so we are almost in the same phase. And hoping I manage to do it beginning to mid April.
Well, I wish you good luck for the preparation

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much to get to this point. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are in so much pain. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[mboo]

I heard they pulled that product from a*****.com just within the last day or two, you're probably one of the last to get it from there. I tried to order it a couple days ago when it was up but it said out of stock so I opted for the product from China, it hasn't arrived yet. I know at least one user here ordered that product and got it, she said there was no seal (besides screw lid) and it was just a little clumpy but we did some research and I think that's normal. Just keep it sealed with the provided lid and that should be enough.

From what I've researched, anti emetics just make the process smoother. I've read accounts of people who did it without anti emetic and didn't vomit. People here are taking 20g+ and it's been documented that only 1g is fatal in adults. I'd guess that even if you vomited you'd still have a fatal dose in you if you took the 20g. That said I plan on taking lots of pre meds to make the process as smooth and easy and painless as possible. I read a long document that compiled failed SN attempts, every single one failed either because the attempter aborted and called for help or was prematurely discovered. Vomiting had no real effect on effectiveness.

Edit: wait. I think my friend the user here got hers from a different source snd that's what I'm talking about. She did order the one from Turkey but I don't think she's gotten it yet. So disregard the specifics. I will say that the one from Turkey had reviews that were definitely from people intending to CTB and my guess is it's legit to use.

Would you give hints by pm on the China product?