Smallest thing push you over the edge?

[Don'tknow123]

So I've been ok recently but today I was out on a driving lesson and I made a mistake at a roundabout and a cyclist started shouting abuse at me, he even followed me. Says he's going to report me. It was a genuine mistake but he also made mistakes by not indicating which way he was going. Anyway now I feel like shit, just want to burst out crying. Feel like this has really pushed me over the edge tonight. Now all the suicidal thoughts are coming running back.

 

[Busticket]

Sorry to hear that.
Can't say much rather then I feel your pain and that people suck.

 

[Don'tknow123]

Yup people certainly do suck and so does life.

 

[Weary Soul]

That is his damage or negative personality trait, not yours. Please don't own or internalie his behavior. Life is hard enough without addint this to it.

To answer your question: "Smallest thing push you over the edge?" I would have to say totally at this point. Small, medium, and large - it is all the same and I am beyond weary of it.

That guy was an a**h** with what sounds like severe road rage - I have experienced that myself - and I though, wow this guy must be really misearble inside to take that rage out on me.

I am so sorry this happenedd to you - please do not own it, leave the behavior he exhibited with him. He deserves it IMO,

 

[FuneralCry]

Small things often push me over the edge too. I do not have the energy to deal with this life and I am exhausted by it. That must have been hard to deal with. Other people can bring us so much pain.

 

[BeyondGoodNEvil]

that cyclist, what an asshole.you say you were doing lessons so i presume you were with an instructor what did she/he make of it.anyways dont stress if he does report the hell is the police gonna do.file a leaner driver theyll laugh it off and thats it.

 

[Meditation guide]

I'm sorry you had that experience. People are such dicks.

 

[logan]

If you are already mentally distressed, the smallest incidents are enough to throw you off track.

If you make yourself aware of this, it might help a little.
Such things happen - and a "healthy" person would forget them very quickly.

 

[Lmd]

Totally. Any kind of discussion, no matter how stupid it is, gets on my nerves.

 

[netrezven]

Driving in town drives me crazy too.

 

[Celerity]

Yeah, I just posted a thread about the same. Little problems now send me spiraling. People who have never had these issues just don't understand.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Yup I'm sensitive to everything. It could be the smallest thing that triggers me and upsets me and brings me to the edge. I already know I have trouble regulating emotions

 

[IsThisTheEnd?]

something like this happened to me not long ago and I was in a very depressed state, I just don't understand if I was in a manic state I might of just brushed it off but in my depressed state it hit really hard, it's like the world is out of balance when I'm depressed and these thing are more likely to happen.

 

[heretogethelp]

Small things often push me over the edge too. I do not have the energy to deal with this life and I am exhausted by it. That must have been hard to deal with. Other people can bring us so much pain.

So true.

 

[demuic]

Yes, it happens to me very often, and just happened right now.

I hate things going wrong and can't handle it. It with how often that things go wrong, life is hell.

Every little thing is just more bullshit I wouldn't have to put up with if I was dead.