vault
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- Aug 24, 2023
- 28
last night i had a moment of mental anguish and i cant think of a reason why. other than something stupid that triggered me. my sister's s/o was over for dinner and said something about my friend who im in a casual band with and how our band woudnt last. they said yhat everything my friend is involved with falls apart. it fucked with me more than i think it should have.
after dinner all my emotions boiled over and i couldnt control myself. i cut after a week of being clean which is a while for me. i cried for hours into the night because i didnt want to feel the way i did anymore. i couldnt control my emotions and i couldnt calm down and i felt like i was actually going to ctb.
this is just a vent since i can share things in this forum that i cant share with people i know. so thanks for reading.
after dinner all my emotions boiled over and i couldnt control myself. i cut after a week of being clean which is a while for me. i cried for hours into the night because i didnt want to feel the way i did anymore. i couldnt control my emotions and i couldnt calm down and i felt like i was actually going to ctb.
this is just a vent since i can share things in this forum that i cant share with people i know. so thanks for reading.
