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Bananocado

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I believe that i have recognized my uselessness. I think of myself as a hole in a ship's hull, doing nothing but consuming and taking and not contributinganything to anyone ever. My whole life i have been pushed from my back, never did anything by myself and even so only did the bare minimum. I know i won't improve because i tried entire years with no difference. Should i stay here or go?
 
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If you want to stay or go is completely your choice. It's your life so you get to decide what you want to do with it. Where does this behaviour stem from anyways? In some cases, laziness can be as a result of fatigue caused by certain physical or mental illnesses, like depression. Do you think it could be a symptom of something or is it just plain laziness (which I won't judge you for, since I'm also pretty lazy, lol)? Ctbing is a big decision and is something that, if done successfully, you can't turn back on. I think it would probably be good to think about this carefully first, instead of asking us what you should do.
 
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Bananocado

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If you want to stay or go is completely your choice. It's your life so you get to decide what you want to do with it. Where does this behaviour stem from anyways? In some cases, laziness can be as a result of fatigue caused by certain physical or mental illnesses, like depression. Do you think it could be a symptom of something or is it just plain laziness (which I won't judge you for, since I'm also pretty lazy, lol)? Ctbing is a big decision and is something that, if done successfully, you can't turn back on. I think it would probably be good to think about this carefully first, instead of asking us what you should do.
It's definitely not because of something temporary. I've been like this most of my life, even as a kid. Thinking back now, i don't know why i went onto a forum to see if the internet people will tell me to cbt (lmao). I'm not trying to shut this site down, just asked the wrong question
 
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EvisceratedJester

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It's definitely not because of something temporary. I've been like this most of my life, even as a kid. Thinking back now, i don't know why i went onto a forum to see if the internet people will tell me to cbt (lmao). I'm not trying to shut this site down, just asked the wrong question
Laziness is normal. A lot of people can barely find it in them to even do the bare minimum, so there isn't anything to feel bad about. Motivating yourself can be a hard thing to do.
 
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