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Lostforgood
Member
- Oct 20, 2025
- 11
Today I went to a party. It was "meh". But I had a conversation with my brother where I told him that I'm truly happy for him and how life is shaping him. It just had me feeling this feeling of love. I've even decided to forgive my mom and dad, especially my dad, for the part they played in ruining me. As I near the end, I'm just realising that I need to let the people around me know how much I love them. And deep inside feel how sorry I am for what I'm gonna do. I know it will devastate them, and that's the hardest part. Barring a literal miracle, my road only ends in suicide. I just want my family to know how much I love them before I do this.