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Life sucks

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Apr 18, 2018
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ok this is one of many repeated posts about same things but what to do when I'm in this situation

now I'm very slow and formulating thoughts about doing things is a struggle then ik can't do things quickly.

Even moving from bed is hard

Sorry for annoying you with the many posts
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
I don't think you're annoying anyone, thank you for posting. At least here you can hopefully find some freedom when able. I honestly wouldn't know anything to suggest and I'm sorry you have it so hard right now. I hope things can improve for you, best wishes.
 
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katagiri83

Like tears in rain
Jan 4, 2022
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Can empathize with you definitely, the psychomotor retardation due to chronic depression is exhausting in itself and can creep up on you unknowingly. Don't be too harsh on yourself @Life sucks ✌️.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,299
I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, this life can just be so tiring. I can imagine that it must be awful being in that situation. I wish you the best.
 
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Life sucks

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Apr 18, 2018
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I don't think you're annoying anyone, thank you for posting. At least here you can hopefully find some freedom when able. I honestly wouldn't know anything to suggest and I'm sorry you have it so hard right now. I hope things can improve for you, best wishes.

Can empathize with you definitely, the psychomotor retardation due to chronic depression is exhausting in itself and can creep up on you unknowingly. Don't be too harsh on yourself @Life sucks ✌️.

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, this life can just be so tiring. I can imagine that it must be awful being in that situation. I wish you the best.

Thank you :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
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ok this is one of many repeated posts about same things but what to do when I'm in this situation

now I'm very slow and formulating thoughts about doing things is a struggle then ik can't do things quickly.

Even moving from bed is hard

Sorry for annoying you with the many posts
Have you tried to just pamper yourself with what your body or mind is telling you? If your body/mind tells you to stay in bed or free yourself from thinking then maybe just let it be. I envy you if you can stop yourself from thinking as I have difficulty stopping my mind from thinking of anything down to the tiniest detail and its exhausting. I wish I could just stop thinking.
 
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Life sucks

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Apr 18, 2018
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Have you tried to just pamper yourself with what your body or mind is telling you? If your body/mind tells you to stay in bed or free yourself from thinking then maybe just let it be. I envy you if you can stop yourself from thinking as I have difficulty stopping my mind from thinking of anything down to the tiniest detail and its exhausting. I wish I could just stop thinking.

Thank you

Yes I do that everytime and don't force myslf to do anything, it's just that even those things are slow. It's complicated, I was same as you before, now I struggle because of brain damage, there are some stuff I can think about but it's very restricted use of brain, usually i don't think and only suffer
 
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84779943

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Mar 21, 2022
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I relate. Just using every tiny and rare ounce of energy I have to tidy up my life and get things in order
 
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Chasing Sleep

Chasing Sleep

sad hoe
Mar 10, 2022
47
Don't feel guilty or anything for this happening to you ): this is definitely something that happens to me as well when I am extremely depressed.

Sending you a big hug 🫂
 
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Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
I can relate. I feel the need to be wheelchaired around my house. Any amount of effort exerted hurts physically and emotionally. I lay in bed, inside my blacked out room, bargaining with a god that doesn't exist. I stay up late every night pleading for mercy with my survival instincts. Direct and indirect sunlight immolate my nervous system. I don't eat food, I chew on oddly textured and mushy objects that have no flavor; I never attain sustenance. When I inspire air I suffer, when I expire air--I suffer.

Thank you for sharing. You are not alone in your suffering. I have a deep and complete understanding as to how you are feeling.
 
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