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frenchex

frenchex

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Jun 26, 2026
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didn't realize how much sleeping helped me mentally, my brain does not like me staying up at all, it always goes to everything going on in my life and thoughts like what am i even doing here, i see why sleeping forever is peaceful
 
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spellbound

spellbound

My Great Guilt
Apr 25, 2026
80
I absolutely love sleeping but oh how awful it is to wake up
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
412
Yep, waking up again for another torturous day.
It's literally what god punished us with, a miserable life made of pain and hard work even impossible, it was a trap guys call him God/Jesus is the same guy.
 
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combustiblebear

combustiblebear

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May 5, 2026
7
I slept from 6pm to 8am last night and it was glorious! If only it was certain that death is just like sleeping forever…
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
436
Can't wait till I never wake up again
 
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tomame

tomame

forlorn 💔
Dec 28, 2025
220
sleeping is the closest i get to an escape .. i hate waking up
 
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yotaka

yotaka

夜鷹
Jan 29, 2026
217
Lately before bed I've been telling myself: "May you fall asleep quickly, dream beautifully, and never wake up." It's dumb, but it actually kind of helps. It's my act of self-compassion.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
534
Lately before bed I've been telling myself: "May you fall asleep quickly, dream beautifully, and never wake up." It's dumb, but it actually kind of helps. It's my act of self-compassion.
Gosh, the "never wake up" part, sigh, if only. I get pissy once I'm conscious in the morning 😂
 
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autisticmessiah

autisticmessiah

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Jun 15, 2025
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"Sleep is good, death is better; but of course, the best thing would to have never been born at all." - Heinrich Heine
 
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yotaka

yotaka

夜鷹
Jan 29, 2026
217
Gosh, the "never wake up" part, sigh, if only. I get pissy once I'm conscious in the morning 😂
Yeah... I'm disappointed every morning when I wake up, but I sleep a little better when I think, "Maybe tonight will be the night."
 
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Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
534
Yeah... I'm disappointed every morning when I wake up, but I sleep a little better when I think, "Maybe tonight will be the night."
😂 winner winner chicken dinner
 
shaggy_doo

shaggy_doo

Member
Jun 15, 2026
13
didn't realize how much sleeping helped me mentally, my brain does not like me staying up at all, it always goes to everything going on in my life and thoughts like what am i even doing here, i see why sleeping forever is peaceful
Oh man i used to hate sleeping i used to dream so much and so much nightmares but now i find it very peaceful deep rest like for 7 hours everyday im truly not on this earth and forgotten everything wrong with me and my life to wake up back to the shitty place i been too bad when i sleep deeply it dont even feel like i slept 8 hours i honestly wish my body was capable of more sleep like 14 hours or something i would definetly love to live in my dreams and be awake for 6-7 hours only 🤣
 
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