suffocatingseraphim
⸙𖦹killing the self as to protect it from harm𖦹⸙
- Feb 6, 2020
- 105
Have any of you guys had experience with taking too many sleeping pills, be it to intentionally harm yourself, or just because you need sleep?
I take diphenhydramine pills each night, but my tolerance has raised to the point where I take 6 a night. It gets hard to breathe and swallow most every night, and it feels like the air around me is closing in. I can never move my limbs very well, and it's a strong body high.
I think pretty often about how it might feel when I CTB, my method involves a collection of sedatives and SN just to be sure it actually works. Idk if this bodily experience will be at all similar between my sleep meds and my method meds, probably not much at all, but I still ponder a lot. This is probably the closest I can get to that while still alive.
I take diphenhydramine pills each night, but my tolerance has raised to the point where I take 6 a night. It gets hard to breathe and swallow most every night, and it feels like the air around me is closing in. I can never move my limbs very well, and it's a strong body high.
I think pretty often about how it might feel when I CTB, my method involves a collection of sedatives and SN just to be sure it actually works. Idk if this bodily experience will be at all similar between my sleep meds and my method meds, probably not much at all, but I still ponder a lot. This is probably the closest I can get to that while still alive.