Sleep is easy but dying is hard

[eternalmelancholy]

Each night when we go to sleep we completely shut off from the external world. Yet none of us are afraid of sleep, we actually welcome it. Isn't death just a long sleep you never wake up from? Maybe knowing you won't wake up is the hard part.

I woke up this morning to the same dreadful realization that I am still alive, like every morning. With my latest failed attempt with partial suspension, I am starting to think maybe I need a better method where I can't back out the last second. I am going to try full suspension or jumping. I have put it off for so long making so many excuses. Maybe the secret to successfully ctb'ing is just brute forcing it against your SI. I think this is it.

 

[Adamsnolife]

Totally agree there. Sleep while Living is better than being awake living. Dying will be the best thing in the world. Endless sleep and no more waking up

 

[FuneralCry]

It is very difficult to exit this world. The society denies us euthanasia and takes away the peaceful methods so we have to resort to those that could fail. We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. It requires a lot of courage to leave this world and we are programmed to survive after all. If only it was easier. I cannot wait to sleep forever. I find death to be very comforting as it is an end to all suffering. I am tired of waking up.

 

[GreenTree]

It's a shame sleep feels like a second if that. When I wake it takes about a minute for all horrible thoughts too come back. Just can't understand life and why some people get good lives and others bad.
Trouble with partial is its so easy to block jugulars. It's a horrible feeling. So hard too die.

 

[suisuiforum]

I also believe there is no afterlife, and a permanent lack of consciousness is what follows death. Every single day, I wake up with the same dread and foreboding, knowing that I am still alive and there is no way for me to escape unless I actively choose to end my life. I wish there was a way to peacefully pass on without the possibility of failure, but until RTD is legalized, we must face the SI ourselves.

 

[noname223]

I do not fully agree. Sleep is for me sometimes hard work. I often have a strong sleeping disorder. However if you compare it to ctb it is still easy.