Joey
Enlightened
- Jun 14, 2020
- 1,432
Silent Tears
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She stood there
In the light
Her beauty,
Shown bright
Going on with her day
With her daily routines
Enjoying her favorite drink,
With a taste of Vanilla Bean
Her face smiles
Driving around
Walking around
Seemingly between distant miles
The pain was hidden
So hidden that nobody could see it
She knew she was strong
Because all this time
Held those feelings in,
For so long
She needed someone
Someone very badly
Thinking to herself
With these thoughts
With all the pain
That was just brought,
Is this where I belong?
The sudden confusion
Dwindles in her mind
Of asking what time
That this answer would be solved,
To evolve into something bigger
She knew there was something wrong
Seeing the one she truly loves
Making up excuses
Telling him till he refuses
But yet again questions herself,
Is this where I belong?
She still needed the answer
She knew she couldn't get it
The direction she was heading
But keeps on forgetting
And needed to remind herself,
On the betting
The direction she was heading
Was a bad one indeed
And till that day something happens,
Who will really fulfill her need?
It was a deed that needed to get done
Taking risks
Taking chances
Every single time each and every moment passes
She even realized
That she was emotionally confused
Still needed the answer
But was afraid to not to give it
If you're really afraid
Then why not give it a hint
Show the reason why
Pretend not to cry
Never tell a lie
Who never would deny
Except for that one person,
Who truly cares about you
Yet she hasn't had it happen
Having her heart broken
Being misused
Mistakes
And how long was she really there,
To let him wait?
Was she really going through
All these troubles?
For nothing?
She did keen her eye
On a certain someone
But was afraid to tell
It wouldn't even bother
Of how,
Oblivious this person was
Still continuingly going
Blinded by his own ambitions
While she's hoping for a transition
Days go by
She feels like she wants to die
When no ones around
All she does is beg and cry
Still blindlessly
Searching for the answers
Needed someone to give it to
That really can
Understand all these answers
Maybe that persons already waiting
Having a very similar answer
Not with someone the exact same
But you indeed will know
If you pinpoint his name
So there really isn't,
No person to blame
As she realizes the problems
All that she's gone through
Now thinking if it's all true
Puzzling the answers
Knowing how of what became of her
All this time..
With Silent Tears
---------------------
She stood there
In the light
Her beauty,
Shown bright
Going on with her day
With her daily routines
Enjoying her favorite drink,
With a taste of Vanilla Bean
Her face smiles
Driving around
Walking around
Seemingly between distant miles
The pain was hidden
So hidden that nobody could see it
She knew she was strong
Because all this time
Held those feelings in,
For so long
She needed someone
Someone very badly
Thinking to herself
With these thoughts
With all the pain
That was just brought,
Is this where I belong?
The sudden confusion
Dwindles in her mind
Of asking what time
That this answer would be solved,
To evolve into something bigger
She knew there was something wrong
Seeing the one she truly loves
Making up excuses
Telling him till he refuses
But yet again questions herself,
Is this where I belong?
She still needed the answer
She knew she couldn't get it
The direction she was heading
But keeps on forgetting
And needed to remind herself,
On the betting
The direction she was heading
Was a bad one indeed
And till that day something happens,
Who will really fulfill her need?
It was a deed that needed to get done
Taking risks
Taking chances
Every single time each and every moment passes
She even realized
That she was emotionally confused
Still needed the answer
But was afraid to not to give it
If you're really afraid
Then why not give it a hint
Show the reason why
Pretend not to cry
Never tell a lie
Who never would deny
Except for that one person,
Who truly cares about you
Yet she hasn't had it happen
Having her heart broken
Being misused
Mistakes
And how long was she really there,
To let him wait?
Was she really going through
All these troubles?
For nothing?
She did keen her eye
On a certain someone
But was afraid to tell
It wouldn't even bother
Of how,
Oblivious this person was
Still continuingly going
Blinded by his own ambitions
While she's hoping for a transition
Days go by
She feels like she wants to die
When no ones around
All she does is beg and cry
Still blindlessly
Searching for the answers
Needed someone to give it to
That really can
Understand all these answers
Maybe that persons already waiting
Having a very similar answer
Not with someone the exact same
But you indeed will know
If you pinpoint his name
So there really isn't,
No person to blame
As she realizes the problems
All that she's gone through
Now thinking if it's all true
Puzzling the answers
Knowing how of what became of her
All this time..
With Silent Tears
You're very talented
