>sigh< got more $

[MyChoiceAlone]

financially, i was good to go for at least a few years. didn't care and made 2 attempts. both i guess were pretty half ass but i tried nonetheless. now there is more $ and potentially more to come? i'm in such a weird place. i still prefer the endless sleep. i'm sure many of you will hate me and most won't understand?

 

[Young.Werther]

I'm not in the same situation, but I think I understand. I think money can help address some things, but it's not enough. I mean if I woke up tomorrow and was a billionaire I don't think anything would change internally. I might stick around for longer than I would otherwise to see what I could do with all the money (trying climate change or voluntary euthanasia lobbying) but I don't think too much would really change.

 

[cryone]

it makes sense to me. money is great n all but that doesn't mean it can fix a miserable life.

 

[Katdogg]

Money gives you options. Money can keep the desperation at bay. Money can help you leave a bad environment.

Do you have different plans now? Can you imagine your life changing?

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

Do you have different plans now? Can you imagine your life changing?

i failed an attempt (or two) and really hit a low point. i'm supposed to move soon to a pretty nice place so i think i'll stick around just a little longer. i can't really find a way to leave anyway. my life won't change much though. i was ready to leave behind a decent amount of money anyway.

i really should make out a will to donate whatevers left to animal shelters.

 

[Return2themoonlight]

I know everyone see's money in a different light but I believe it wouldn't change the fact of wanting to ctb. For me, money would solve so many of my problems that you would think I didn't want to ctb anymore but in reality, if I had half of what I need on me I would've left this plane of existence already. Only reason im still here is cause I don't have the money for the proper resources.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Money can't fix health and many other things if those are the reasons for you to CTB then money won't change anything. If it's exactly vice versa it's the same problem in the end, health and many other things don't make a life worth living when money isn't there.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

Only reason im still here is cause I don't have the money for the proper resources.

part of me is here just to spite my greedy sister. may i ask which resources you need?

 

[Return2themoonlight]

Any resource I can get my hands on all honesty. Whether it be a gun or SN, as long as it gets the job done and take me away all in one night. Other methods is a bit harder to do with others around even at night. So I need something that's either loud and quick or quiet and relatively slow to not see the next morning.