Venting Sick of this

[fkyou]

I'm fed up with this bs..

 

[MissAbyss]

Same, should be my new signature.

 

[58Alice85]

yeah i am so happy i am killing myself

 

[fkyou]

I hate waiting

 

[F@#$]

So am I.

 

[ScholarOfDespair]

Life is such a bitch.

 

[fkyou]

I'm literally reaching a dangerous zone..my brain now replayes some of the bad things I did before and make me realize how stupid IAM and reckless..I can't take this..
Tomorrow when he leaves I'll do it .. there's no reason to stay when I already decided it's over.. dignity is better than everything..not all of us get to live..some of the most beautiful people died young.. people litterally die young everyday...
Today was wasted cause he's here.this mf comes home every few days ...I despise him and everyone that exists in this house...I just want everyday for myself....I hate feeling like I'm waiting for them they made me wait a year and more their proximity to me angers me they feel like a collar against my neck I want to scream in their faces why are you here most of the time..I fkn want to prepare myself for hanging in peace..I'm on my last straw.
You will get nothing out of calling me names dog..if anything you just make things more complicated

 

[fkyou]

They want me to live.. I might not be dying physically but I'm dying emotionally intellectually spiritually that's why there's no reason to stay actually I HAVE to exit early it's bad for me if I don't leave escape the upcoming suffering disappointment in my life
Eh..thank you very much mom..you really blessed me with this life..I can't believe you did this to me..and now you still have the audacity to preach positive platitudes to me..blah blah blah..I'm amazed you still open your mouth to tell me things with it..