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Nolan96

Nolan96

Mage
Feb 12, 2022
506
I wish that before my life ended I could feel what it feels like to be secure and cared for.
I could bring back my idealized memories of who cared about me from before it became nothing but rancor and guilt and worry and this awful feeling of collective damnation.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,158
I feel this way every day. Wish I had something constructive to add. At least we can be alone and hated together. :hug:
 
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Already Gone now

Member
Oct 15, 2022
80
I can identify with this so easily. 😔 I've been hated for a long time and I think I got used to it a while ago. I wish that I could add something meaningful and helpful to this conversation. But, you're not alone in feelings such as these
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
All I know is hate. I'm not switching back anymore. No point in bringing Jolly, Goody or Melancholy into this anymore.
 
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